[...]of “where we stand”) ='lgc'>='lgc'>==> (a concealed need for) ='strcls'>***immunity='strcls'>*** (='lgc'>=/= toxication)
‘reality principle’ of ="frds scrmbld"nttrm="Alice,Shariati">Ali , ="nms">apass

“the eastern post="trms">modernism arrives at the doorstep of the western philosophical outlook as a foreigner” -="ppl">Mohaghegh
='lgc'>='lgc'>==> a ='strcls'>*privileged semantic ="trms">heritage='strcls'>* ='lgc'>--sug="trms">gesting='lgc'>='lgc'>--> an oc="trms"nttrm="cluster,club">cluded alternative ='lgc'>--from='lgc'>='lgc'>--> a shrouded/shredded resource ریزریزشده ='lgc'>[='lgc'>==='qstn'>?='lgc'>='lgc'>==> my reparative ="trms"nttrm="already,spread">readings (of ="nms">ajayeb). this is something i should be careful about='lgc'>: to give the ="nms">iranian semantic ="trms">heritage ="trms">density and texture, and not privileging it, not to give it a “voice” or “awareness"='lgc'>]

(="frds scrmbld">Mona's dis="trms">position='lgc'>:) the assassin='lgc'> = the ="trms">spectator

(for ="frds scrmbld"nttrm="Alice,Shariati">Ali ) truth has a dead body, (deranged, tortured, raped)

(oriental)='lgc'>[='strcls'>*='lgc'>]exotic='lgc'>: commingling of ='strcls'>***="trms">excess ='and'>& absence='strcls'>*** ='lgc'>='lgc'>~= the third ="trms">world (middle eastern) becomes all that EU renounces='lgc'>: the indecent, unrefined savage whose raw delirium stood as an offense to your elegance but somehow still enchanting a disenchanted earth

='lgc'>[='strcls'>*='lgc'>]eurocentrism='lgc'>: ='strcls'>*carving a mirror into your presumed beginnings='strcls'>* (so it is displaces in elsewheres, as the effect of the mirror ='lgc'>-='lgc'>='lgc'>--> ='gtrw'>go to the discussion of mirror in my amazon project)
='lgc'>[an ="trms">imaginary mechanism of cutting off what the superego perceives as bad or good aspects of oneself (weakness or power) and projecting them ="trms">onto someone else “over there” where they can be condemned, punished, praised, or endorsed (='lgc'>--mirror='lgc'>='lgc'>--> relates to images='qstn'>? ='lgc'>=/=='qstn'>? introjection='lgc'>: process of ="trms">symbolic identification ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> relates to signifiers)='lgc'>]

="large lg2" stl="font-size:110%"> ="nms">iran has become the global instantiation of madness

='strcls'>***dispossessed of ="trms">sublimity and excised from the ="trms">world-="trms">historical process ='lgc'>='lgc'>==> ='strcls'>*="trms">ontological vacancy='strcls'>* ='lgc'>='lgc'>==> Taliban extremism, achieving the ="trms">mutual exercise of the death drive and the pleasure principle='strcls'>***(='qstn'>?!) ='lgc'>='lgc'>~->='lgc'>{rage of the id ='lgc'>+ libidinal appetite='lgc'>}='lgc'>='lgc'>--> never-ending allegory of loss and primal innocence

margin sedimented its own center


making my own white noise


masochistic ='lgc'>+ melancholic='lgc'> = ='qstn'>?


infantilizing and self-contained forms of play masquerading itself as autonomy
(="trms">fashion makes such ="trms">monsters='lgc'>:) “self-hating winners of the game”


='lgc'>[civilizational taxonomies='lgc'>]
of globa="trms"nttrm="listen,alist,ilist,llist,olist,ylist,ulist">list division of labor
of democracy (='lgc'>+ its negational counterpart ='lgc'>[='lgc'>~ third ="trms">world='lgc'>] ='lgc'><='lgc'>-- to be very careful about it, i like to develop a bit of ="trms">paranoia for it)

="large lg1" stl="font-size:128%"> (in the alterity of ‘the textual’ someone else might be living)

='lgc'>[(who/why does that='qstn'>? ='lgc'>='lgc'>-->) ="trms">translation of='lgc'>] a familiar topography ='lgc'>--into='lgc'>='lgc'>--> an ="trms">ontological modality

state of non-temporality (='lgc'><='lgc'>--='qstn'>?='lgc'>-- majaz ='at'>@="frds scrmbld">Hoda) ='lgc'>='lgc'>==> no more locked in the imperishable antagonism of='lgc'>: ="trms">interiority ='and'>& exteriority, ="trms">presence ='and'>& absence ='lgc'>}='lgc'>--(="frds scrmbld">Hoda's)='lgc'>='lgc'>--> extravagant paradox of ='strcls'>*proximity ='and'>& distance='strcls'>*
='lgc'>==='not'>✕='lgc'>='lgc'>==> derivative subjectivity


architects of the law (that ="frds scrmbld">Elen is against)


(="trms">fable of the) “despotism of the oriental way-of-life”


existential homogenization

traumatic ="trms">obligation

disjointed ='lgc'>+ cyclical (mind) ='lgc'>='lgc'>==> ='qstn'>? ...

the (faint) whisper of “no more.”


disarray


artificial becomes set in stone as the ="trms">natural

bankrupt master-discourse

explode text ='and'>& life into...


horizon of textual expression

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='thdf'>the idea of chaos for the experience of ="trms">writing and thought

='lgc'>[='strcls'>*the ="trms">world as a whole='strcls'>*, inexhaustible ='lgc'>+ urgent ='lgc'>+ unmastered (abundance of self-creation/destruction) ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> totalitarian stimulus ='lgc'>='lgc'>==>='lgc'>] chaos='lgc'>: ='lgc'>[='lgc'>='lgc'>~=='qstn'>?! hegemonic will to mastery='lgc'>]
="lsts lst1">•="trms">poetic ="trms">imagination (='lgc'>='lgc'>--> an art that ventures and wins chaos)
="lsts lst1">•insurgent mind-set (='lgc'>='lgc'>--> that every man is surrounded, oppressed, and penetrated by chaos ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> ="ppl">Heidegger wants to live ='lgc'>=/= insurgent's reflex in middle eastern anticontext, ='strcls'>*eastern revolutionary ethos='strcls'>*, “thinking of struggle='lgc'> = dialectical”, no revolutionary ="trms">intersubjectivity ='lgc'>[='lgc'>='lgc'>~= otherless subjectivity='lgc'>])

Apollonian hyper-rational retreat from the void
Ascetic immensified retreat from the ="trms">world

self-willed experience of the ="trms"nttrm="knowledge,Knowledge">edge allowed to guide forward

(="ppl">Nietzsche's Zarathustra's chaotic temperament='lgc'>:) “one must still have chaos in oneself to be able to give birth to a dancing star.”

“chaos"='lgc'> = what (western) ="trms">modernity has left (in east)
(='thdf'>that is why terminologies of “nomadism” can hardly be appropriated in middle east='lgc'>--they are chaotic, not nomadic)


='lgc'>[idioms of resistance='lgc'>] ='lgc'>='lgc'>~='lgc'>~='lgc'>='lgc'>--> intoxicating sense of power

(anti-,) “being-against”='lgc'>:
="lsts lst1">•in ="trms">modernity='lgc'>: a direct/dialectical op="trms">position of forces
="lsts lst1">•in post="trms">modernity='lgc'>: an oblique/diagonal stance
="lsts lst1">•today='lgc'>: “alternatives within"='lgc'> = an imperial device that works well ‘in itself’ but not ‘for itself’ ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> trans-="trms">systemic reality

...to believe in an outsider subjectivity capable of a="trms">historical ="trms">imagination

(inflated dis="trms">positions of) triumphalism and alarmist nightmare


="trms">communist (="ppl">Marxist silhouette) and liberatory combatants of the 20th century, intellectuals persecuted and exiled in the course of anti-fascist struggles, freedom-fighters of the anti-colonial/anti-imperia="trms"nttrm="listen,alist,ilist,llist,olist,ylist,ulist">list wars ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> nostalgic portrait of the contemporary militant
(="ppl">Nietzsche, ="ppl">Kafka, ="ppl">Bataille, ="ppl">="ppl">Foucault, ="ppl">Artaud, ="ppl">Baudrillard, ="ppl">Serres, D='lgc'>+G, etc.) continental thinkers architects of masks='lgc'>:
="lsts lst1">•the overhuman (='lgc'>='lgc'>--> ="ppl">Nietzsche)
="lsts lst1">•the supplicant
="lsts lst1">•the deviant (or barbarian ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> ="ppl">="ppl">Foucault)
="lsts lst1">•the body-without-organs (='lgc'>='lgc'>--> D='lgc'>+G)
="lsts lst1">•the criminal
="lsts lst1">•the ="trms">schizoid
="lsts lst1">•the headless ="trms">monstrosity (='lgc'>='lgc'>--> ="ppl">Bataille)
='lgc'>[(an exilic) postcolonial intelligentsia='lgc'>]


='lgc'>='lgc'>---='lgc'>{="ppl">Nietzsche and ="ppl">Artaud's familiar persuasive ="trms">authority, similar exuberant phraseology, and motifs in extremis ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> ‘cruelty,’ ="ppl">Artaud wanted to “reject form and in="trms">cite chaos.” antipsychological violent physical determination (a cruel yet necessary act upon the ="trms">spectator) to shatter the false reality (theatre/art as a place where the ="trms">spectator/actor is ='strcls'>*exposed='strcls'>* ='lgc'>[='lgc'>=/= “protected"='lgc'>]) ='lgc'>=/= (="trms">aesthetic) distance (='lgc'>-='lgc'>='lgc'>--> ='gtrw'>go to ‘distance ="trms">matters’); this is the paradigm in ="nms">iran's theatre and performance s="trms">cene, where the audience are to be engulfed and physically ="trms">affected by the show, ‘to be ="trms">trapped and powerless’ as a theatrical value is an ="ppl">Artaudian tradition.
="prgrph">-delirium='lgc'>: he wanted to deliberately become/stay mad ='lgc'>[='lgc'>='lgc'>--> ="frds scrmbld">Jassem, ="frds scrmbld">Sana's ="trms">methodology, the state of horrible energy='lgc'>] in order to heal/strengthened
="prgrph">-ecstatic loss of the self, hermetic elements in his works, and ='thdf'>the idea of the “complete actor,” whirlpool of feelings and lunatic expressions, counter-force from the act of ="trms">gesture, (and from his teacher Dullin) emphasis on ="trms">mime, gymnastics, improvisation, voice production, and various exercises intended to heighten sensory perception, all reminds me of my own theatre training with Reza in jome class.='lgc'>}


(demonizing) the vital concept of the outside(r)


="large lg3" stl="font-size:110%"> untrustworthy ="trms">epistemic climate ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> patterns of smoothness/coarseness

militant negotiations of desire

(Dabashi's vertical-horizontal colonialism='lgc'>:)
the third ="trms">world subject='lgc'>:
="lstsrd">1- marginalized by enlightenment discourse
="lstsrd">2- ="trms">materialy exploited under global division of labor
='lgc'>}='lgc'>='lgc'>-->='lgc'>{
alienated by='lgc'>:
="lstsrd">1- (horizontally) the ="trms">epistemic violence of colonialism
="lstsrd">2- (vertically) foreign colonial state ='lgc'>+ indigenous comprador elite (واسطه‌ها و دلالان سرمایه‌داران خارجی در کشورهای آسیا و آفریقا و آمریکای لاتین)
="lstsrd">2- (vertically) subsequent oppression and exploitation of anti-colonial regime
="lstsrd">3- (horizontally) global division of labor


="large lg4" stl="font-size:112%"> navigation of identity



the reward of the victim جایزه قربانی (='lgc'>='lgc'>--> to be beaten)
the reward of the survivor (='lgc'>='lgc'>--> the self-conscious affirmation of having endured and gone beyond)

slave moralities

="large lg5" stl="font-size:131%"> the ='strcls'>*self-with-no-other='strcls'>* (too far gone)

="ppl">Hegel's master-slave dialectic (an insight into the skeleton of domination)='lgc'>: the basic way in which it is always the master (self) who requires recognition from an external entity (the othered slave) ='lgc'>[='lgc'>='lgc'>--> West="trms">world TV series base='lgc'>: master remains in a state of complete dependency for his own self-de="trms">finition on the slave, whereas the slave can gradually ascend toward an independent consciousness by virtue of his subjection ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> “its own being-for-self” (='lgc'>=/= multi="trms">species companionship)='lgc'>]
or
Spikvak's di[...]