[...]ically teleological functioning ='lgc'>==> his intense cynicism
='lgc'>=/= ="ppl">Schopenhauer's pessimism
='lgc'>=/= ="ppl">Nietzschean ="trms">intervention of ='strcls'>*treating ="trms">history as ="trms">="trms"nttrm="metaph,metamorph,metabol,metal">metaphorical illusion='strcls'>*, ='lgc'>[='strcls'>*='lgc'>]="trms">history='lgc'>: a hallow significatory edifice that nevertheless manufactures meaning, directionality, and ="trms">causality (for an otherwise anarchic ="trms">world) ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> ="nms">iranian chaoticism ='lgc'>[and why ="ppl">Nietzsche is so widely ="trms"nttrm="already,spread">read in ="nms">Iran='lgc'>], for ="ppl">Nietzschean='lgc'>: “art ='lgc'>[='lgc'>='lgc'>--> eruptive potentiality of the will to truth='lgc'>] ='lgc'>=/= ="trms">history ='lgc'>[='lgc'>='lgc'>--> desolation of the will to power='lgc'>]” ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> the disparity between art and ="trms">historical reality becomes the very source of chaos-consciousness saliency

ferocious risk of greatness ='and'>& the asphyxiating decadence of mediocrity

(="frds scrmbld"nttrm="Alice,Shariati">Ali's) peotic-becoming ="trms">aestheticized existence
irresolute ='lgc'>=/= reactive ='lgc'>=/= dismissive


="large lg2" stl="font-size:112%"> continental philosophy's approach to the as="trms">sociations of three spheres='lgc'>: ="trms">history='lgc'>[='lgc'>==>='lgc'>], art, subjectivity ='lgc'>--='not'>✕='lgc'>='lgc'>--> chaotic nonstate='lgc'>: clash between a hypersubjectivized ="trms">aesthetic ='and'>& the barriers of ="trms">historical Being (='lgc'>='lgc'>--> annihilation of both “I” and the ="trms">historical)

="ppl">Benjamin's subjectivity must defend itself against the profane rotations of the ="trms">historical (='lgc'>='lgc'>--> apocalyptic battle)
="ppl">Benjaminian “angel of ="trms">history” ravaged of its innocence at the hands of progress and then restored by overriding strength of the ="trms">historical ="trms">materia="trms"nttrm="listen,alist,ilist,llist,olist,ylist,ulist">list='lgc'>:
demonization of the ="trms">monstrosity of the ="trms">historical ='lgc'>+ celebratory ="trms">poeticization of the subject
='lgc'>=/= ="ppl">Nietzsche and Hedayat's subjectivity ='lgc'>[should='lgc'>] not to be held in a “derivative placement ='lgc'>=/= the here and now” (one must ="trms">imagine beyond طالع بینی ='lgc'><='lgc'>-- شخصیت فراسو نگر) ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> (card ="trms"nttrm="already,spread">reading) one must place under scrutiny the commensurate manner in which the ="trms">historical is navigated, orchestrated, and then overcome ='lgc'>[='lgc'>=/= alibi for some alternative discourse of ="trms">literary-philosophical humanism or ="trms">aesthetic transcendence='lgc'>]
='lgc'>[='qstn'>?what is ="frds scrmbld">Adrijana's card ="trms"nttrm="already,spread">reading ="trms">relation to='lgc'>] the desire to divorce ="trms">history from any potential taxonomy of meaning or intelligibility ='lgc'>--Hedayat='lgc'>='lgc'>--> “one is confined in a proud, deceptive consciousness... that rests upon the merciless, the insatiable, the murderous, in the in="trms">difference of his ignorance='lgc'>--hanging in dreams”


the ="trms">poem i wrote in 2010 “our ="trms">="trms"nttrm="metaph,metamorph,metabol,metal">metaphor” https://archive.org/details/our="trms">="trms"nttrm="metaph,metamorph,metabol,metal">metaphor is an ='thdf'>example of (my ="ppl">Nietzschean and Hedayatian influence, to address) the indeterminacy and illogic necessarily as="trms">sociated with a chaotic ="trms">world
(for ="ppl">Nietzsche='lgc'>:) ="trms">positivism='lgc'> = ="trms">historical subjectivity's ="trms">fictive ="trms">interiority ='lgc'>--leads='lgc'>='lgc'>--> decadence of a will to truth, attributing to events a rational look by fixing them within universalizing patterns of signification
="ppl">Nietzsche='lgc'>: “it is precisely facts that do not exist, only ="trms">interpretations” ='lgc'>=/= fraud of the ="trms">historical ='lgc'>==>
="lsts lst1">•="ppl">Platonic idealism
="lsts lst1">•messianic grandiosity of the ="ppl">Hegelian ="trms">world-="trms">historical process
="lsts lst1">•
="lsts lst1">•='strcls'>*rational ="trms">historicism='lgc'>: a discursive ="trms">phenomenon indispensably linked to enlightenment ="trms">epistemology and its overriding drive for ="trms">world-mastery='strcls'>*
='lgc'>}='lgc'>=/= explosiveness of a chaotic universe ='lgc'>+ experiential immediacy of this creative-destructive effusion نشد

="ppl">Nietzsche's The Birth of Tragedy (seemingly) a study of the pre-Socratic culture of Dionysian ecstasy ='lgc'>--but='lgc'>='lgc'>--> a self-projected ="trms">hallucination of antiquity ='lgc'>==> ='strcls'>*theme of ="trms">history as subjective dreamscape='strcls'>* (='lgc'>='lgc'>--> my way of working ="trms">historical ="nms">ajayeb is ="ppl">Nietzschean='lgc'>[='qstn'>?='lgc'>])
="prgrph">-in Human, All Too Human, ="ppl">Nietzsche wages an archaeological assault against the com="trms">position and enforcement of moral and ="trms">="trms"nttrm="metaph,metamorph,metabol,metal">metaphysical (from ="trms">religion to law, discussion of the ascetic ideal and the o="trms"nttrm="righ,rigo,riga,rigi,trig,rign">rigin of ressentiment and slave morality)

misunderstanding of “the will”
="ppl">Nietzsche's skepticism (is his a ="trms">priori) ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> the link between chaos and a certain ="trms">poetic evocation

='strcls'>*monumental='strcls'>*='lgc'>: seeking out heroic episodes from the the ="trms">past as examples of imminent قريب الوقوع greatness within the ="trms">present and future (resurrecting examples of nobility) ='lgc'><='lgc'>-- an ethos behind which large-scale causes are mobilized (='lgc'>+ antiquarian ='lgc'>~=) ='lgc'>[='strcls'>*='lgc'>]archive='lgc'>: a harmless reverence for that which has elapsed, leading largely to a compulsive preservation of faded events for no other purpose than that of ensuring their permanence in ="trms">memory
='lgc'>=/= ='lgc'>[='strcls'>*='lgc'>]critical='lgc'>: the courage for insurgency and disavowal of ="trms">historical legacy='strcls'>*** ='lgc'>==> realization of an alternative counterfuture in the ="trms">present
“He is blind to everything behind him, new sounds are muffled and meaningless though his perceptions were never so intimately felt in all their color, light and music, and he seems to grasp them with his five senses together . . . His whole case is most indefensible; it is narrow, ungrateful to the ="trms">past, blind to d="trms"nttrm="danger,stranger">anger, deaf to warnings, a small living eddy in a dead sea of night and forgetfulness. And yet this condition, un="trms">historical and anti="trms">historical throughout, is the cradle not only of unjust action, but of every just and justifiable action in the ="trms">world.” ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> sounds like one of my masks “the sleep-walker”

in Hedayat
nihi="trms"nttrm="listen,alist,ilist,llist,olist,ylist,ulist">listic absurdist approach to both ="trms">="trms"nttrm="metaph,metamorph,metabol,metal">metaphysics and ="trms">society
distancing himself from the ="trms">symbolics of divine ="trms">authority
forsaking empty promises of ="trms">="trms"nttrm="metaph,metamorph,metabol,metal">metaphysical longing
consciousness rushes to disguise and camouflage its own lack of purpose
حاجی آقا Haji Agha='lgc'>: “my existence is useless ='lgc'>[...='lgc'>] hence the greatest and most noble ="trms">poem in my life will mark the destruction of you and your kind”
='lgc'>='lgc'>--> streamsof betrayal, defilement, se="trms">="trms"nttrm="cluster,club">clusion, degradation, anonymous deaths
(subversively, through a series of ="trms">hallucinogenic con="trms">traptions) crash the unchained terrain of neo-fantasia into the claustrophobic region of socalled reality

این همه سودا است to return with fascinated sockets to the ="trms">world-as-illusion
chaos in حکایت باخه و دو بط in Kelile Demne ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> ="trms">history='lgc'>: the myriad series of spectral constructs by which subjectivity comes to be constituted as an ordered entity

chaotic desire ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> a temporary pact with radical aloneness ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> ="frds scrmbld">Hoda
='lgc'>=/= homogenizing abstraction of “human”
(="frds scrmbld">Foad, ="frds scrmbld">Hoda, ="ppl">Sartre's) exilic dis="trms">position, always alone, always apart

="large lg1" stl="font-size:127%"> tranjective frenzy
to come down from the mountain and infest the back-alleys ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> wtf!

deterritorialization one's owb footprints ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> identitatian ="trms">technologies

='at'>@="frds scrmbld">Shervin com="trms">mission the wanderer='lgc'>: a nameless eyeless character sitting on the outskirts of a wasteland in conversation with his own shadow ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> (beyond time and space) as a ="trms">gesture toward discarded ="trms">worlds without clocks or maps ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> ='strcls'>*the will to aimlessness='strcls'>*
(Hedayat in The Blind Owl) “I had no idea in what direction I was going ='lgc'>[...='lgc'>] I did not care whether or not I ever arrived at any palce”

Mikhail ="ppl">Bakhtin ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> art for ="nms">iranian artists='lgc'> = (carnivalesque) a site that grants the ="trms"nttrm="righ,rigo,riga,rigi,trig,rign">right to understand, the ="trms"nttrm="righ,rigo,riga,rigi,trig,rign">right to confuse, to tease, to hyperbolize life; the ="trms"nttrm="righ,rigo,riga,rigi,trig,rign">right to parody others while talking; ='strcls'>*the ="trms"nttrm="righ,rigo,riga,rigi,trig,rign">right to not be taken ="trms">literally='strcls'>*, not ‘to be oneself’ ='lgc'>[...='lgc'>] the ="trms"nttrm="righ,rigo,riga,rigi,trig,rign">right to rip off masks, the ="trms"nttrm="righ,rigo,riga,rigi,trig,rign">right to rage at others with a primeval (almost cultic) rage='lgc'>--and finally, the ="trms"nttrm="righ,rigo,riga,rigi,trig,rign">right to betray to the public a personal life, down to its most private and prurient little secrets

="ppl">Baudrillard='lgc'>: the real is no longer possible ='lgc'>==> illusion is no longer possible ='lgc'>==>='lgc'>{impossibility of rediscovering an absolute level='lgc'> = impossibility of ="trms">staging illusion='lgc'>}='lgc'>='lgc'>--> hollows the inability of existence to escape its own ="trms">fictive com="trms">position (='lgc'>=/= ="trms">epistemologies of repair, ="trms"nttrm="already,spread">reading, weaving, etc.)

(Hedayat's) ="trms">techniques of stealing from the ="trms"nttrm="already,spread">reader the most basic hermeneutic device of distinguishing between ="trms">imaginary and the actual ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> ="frds scrmbld">Hoda, ="frds scrmbld"nttrm="Alice,Shariati">Ali

='strcls'>***annihilation='lgc'>: ="trms">ontological death ='lgc'>==> death of ="trms">ontology='strcls'>***

زنده به گور buried alive, an unmediated experiential sensitivity to the randomness of existence

='strcls'>***chaotic ="trms">imaginary ='lgc'>=/= tyranny of ="trms">historicity='strcls'>***
='lgc'>='lgc'>--> a="trms">historical figure, having ="trms">traversed the borders of ="trms">language, humanity, time, space, and reality ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> ="frds scrmbld">Foad's ="trms">poem (='lgc'>='lgc'>--> ="trms">world as endless becoming or nightmaze) ='lgc'>=/= ="trms">historicized existential experience (folloing only two distinct path, of subject and object)

='strcls'>*philosophy='lgc'> = learnign how to kill='strcls'>* (='lgc'>=/= Socratic-="ppl">Platonic versoin of “philosophy='lgc'> = learning how to die”)

Hedayat straying beyond signification, mortality, and ="trms">ontological or ="trms">phenomenological framing ='lgc'>=/= ='mywrk'>my work with ="nms">ajayeb

(='lgc'>[why='qstn'>?='lgc'>] many artists do that) ='strcls'>***to make oneself unrecognizable='strcls'>***

consciousness='lgc'>: only a host of many someones

="ppl">Nietzsche's transvaluation of ="trms">historical limitations ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> experience would no longer find itself en="trms">trapped by apparitio[...]