[...]with “western” thought ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> to allow for a toxic, فرسایشی abrasive confrontation that reveals the outstanding distance from such conventions of knowing ='lgc'>[='lgc'>='lgc'>--> ='mywrk'>my work is about this, to visist (visit ='lgc'>+ resist) these sites of critical encounter and embed them in my performative acts ='lgc'>='lgc'>==> to provide/produce a condition in which a non-antagonistic critical encounter between the “Western” order of knowing and the chaotic textualities of “Middle East” is possible='lgc'>]
="trms">epistemic warfare (='lgc'>='lgc'>~/= my ="nms">ajayeb)
="large lg2" stl="font-size:110%">
masks of an impersonal nightwalker consciousness
madness
="trms">hallucination
amnesia
becoming a faceless engraver
their explicit conceptual elements='lgc'>:
="lsts lst1">•burial ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> blindness
="lsts lst1">•annihilation ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> contagion
="lsts lst1">•shadow ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> inhuman
="lsts lst1">•desertion ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> deception
='lgc'>}='lgc'>='lgc'>--> chaotic experience
(="trms">according to ="ppl">Mohaghegh) this chaotic middle eastern elsewhere is not yet openly acknowl="trms"nttrm="knowledge,Knowledge">edged by ="trms">literature
="prgrph">-borderline illegible ="trms">narratives
="prgrph">-emergent textualities
(my allegiance is with ="ppl">Mohaghegh's allegiance with) badlands of postcolonial site and its rogue arsenals ='lgc'>[...='lgc'>] ='lgc'>==allows='lgc'>='lgc'>==> a fugitive, errant ="trms">trajectory
(i have been tracing the locatable mimicries of middle east)
="large lg10" stl="font-size:125%">
='strcls'>***chaotic textuality ='lgc'><='lgc'>='lgc'>--> ='lgc'><='lgc'>='lgc'>==> conflict='strcls'>***
actualization of a ='strcls'>*will to cruelty='strcls'>*
to performance a fatal experience of the text
(="trms">literature as ="trms">question ='lgc'>=/=) ="trms">literature as moral transaction ='lgc'>[='lgc'><='lgc'>-- chaos reminds us='lgc'>] ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> ="frds scrmbld"nttrm="Alice,Shariati">Ali, ="frds scrmbld">Shabnam, ="frds scrmbld">Hoda, ='lgc'>--="frds">Sina='lgc'>='lgc'>--> let's enjoy the pleasure of watching the text die='strcls'>* (_to rid ="trms">literature of its survival instinct)
="trms">literature as a space of unbearable vulnerability ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> perpetual sabotage ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> each idea, each ="trms">interpretation draws the text closer to (the hour of a) collapse
='strcls'>*contact with nothingness='strcls'>*
inscription of fatality
conceptual matrix of fatality='lgc'>:
="lsts lst1">•extremity ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> breaking points
="lsts lst1">•="trms">excess ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> an effusion, an unforming
="lsts lst1">•exhaustion (='lgc'>=/= fatigue)
the avatar of ecstasy
="trms">veiled secrecy of affirmation
='lgc'>}='lgc'>='lgc'>--> ='strcls'>*="trms"nttrm="search">archetype of cruelty='strcls'>*
='lgc'>='lgc'>--> ='lgc'>[to speak of='lgc'>] (chaotic text as) ='strcls'>*alchemy='strcls'>*='lgc'>: corrupt the order of things, become reborn in a polluted sensibility
(is this what i do='qstn'>?)
chaotic text must ="trms">fashion a generative prism, un="trms">natural admixtures, ='strcls'>*contaminated alliances='strcls'>*
='lgc'>[let's='lgc'>] ='strcls'>*unload texts toward corrosive depths ='lgc'>[...='lgc'>] where they run their acids across one another='strcls'>* ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> ='mywrk'>my work
="trms">transition from theory ='lgc'>--to='lgc'>='lgc'>--> theft
="trms">transition from (the profession of the) ="trms"nttrm="already,spread">reader ='lgc'>--to='lgc'>='lgc'>--> smuggler
(strands of thought ranging='lgc'>:)
from cruelty ='lgc'>--to='lgc'>='lgc'>--> fatality
from alchemy ='lgc'>--to='lgc'>='lgc'>--> piracy
chaos ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> anarchic potential, disquieting ="trms">worlds
(="ppl">Mohaghegh asking='lgc'>:)
='strcls'>*is chaos an affirmative or nihi="trms"nttrm="listen,alist,ilist,llist,olist,ylist,ulist">listic experience of the ="trms">world='qstn'>?
='strcls'>*is chaos primarily creative or destructive='qstn'>?
='strcls'>*is the expressive act (="trms">aesthetic or philosophical) a chaotic state='qstn'>?
="large lg14" stl="font-size:127%">
='strcls'>*(east's) horizon fastened to the exteriority of Western thought='strcls'>*
experiential elsewhere
the so-called ='lgc'>[='strcls'>*='lgc'>]cultural ="trms">difference='lgc'>: an old game of declaring the ="trms">world's disjointment
='lgc'>='lgc'>==> many people (in="trms"nttrm="cluster,club">cluding myself) ='strcls'>***to perceive their intellectual and ="trms">poetic exercises as in partial alignment with the creative possibilities of their culture='strcls'>***
='strcls'>*partial cultural alignment='strcls'>* ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> german discourse on ="trms">integration
='lgc'>[chaos='lgc'>] manifesting and fading within countless spheres of speculation='lgc'>:
="lsts lst1">•="ppl">Benjamin's temporal arabesque
="lsts lst1">•="trms">schizoid desire-production of ="ppl">Deleuzian nomadology
="lsts lst1">•="ppl">Artaud's hysterical ="trms">demand (-="trms">demand is always hysteric)
="lsts lst1">•="trms">fable of “chaos outside the ="trms">system” (Schlegel's concept)
="lsts lst1">•active ="trms">presence of an inhuman turn in Camus
="lsts lst1">•="ppl">Serres's ‘genesis’ a quasi-mystical force of an im="trms">memorial ="trms">nature
="lsts lst1">•="ppl">Mohaghegh's ‘chaotic’ marks (no resurrection of a primitive ="trms">world but rather) an extravagant departure from the ="trms">history of being, an expressive wire being shaped as we speak
='lgc'>[='strcls'>*topologies of ="trms">imagination / mode of consciousness / their ="trms">specific ="trms">poetic-philosophical mind:='lgc'>]
Europe/West ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> possessive (when it is colonia="trms"nttrm="listen,alist,ilist,llist,olist,ylist,ulist">list)
Europe/West ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> ="trms">schizophrenic
Sout East ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> nomadic
Middle East ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> chaotic
='strcls'>*chaotic ="trms">writing='strcls'>*
(artistic research ="trms">writing as it is practiced in ="nms">apass ='lgc'>[='lgc'>='lgc'>--> ='strcls'>*closure of a whole ="trms">system='strcls'>*='lgc'>] ='lgc'>=/=) a ='strcls'>*="trms">writing-toward-chaos='strcls'>* (='lgc'>='lgc'>--> ="frds scrmbld">Hoda ='lgc'>=/= closure ='lgc'>~='qstn'>? catharsis تزکیه غیر روحانی)
the protocols of understanding are challenged and not left standing
no dynamics of meaning-formation solidified
no acculturation (='lgc'>~ ="trms">integration) of the ="trms"nttrm="already,spread">reader is embarked upon
no (de)="trms">codification successful
all ="trms">techniques of truth-telling must fail
='lgc'>='lgc'>--> refusing the closure (of a whole ='lgc'>[subject/person='lgc'>])
its own raw self-refracting (textual event) ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> ='strcls'>*forever refracting itself='strcls'>* (='lgc'>='lgc'>--> is refractive ="trms">writing/thinking really useful for ="nms">iranians today='qstn'>?)
="prgrph">-transparently nebulous vision of darkened vantages
='lgc'>[Reza, ="frds scrmbld">Setareh, ="frds scrmbld">Ehsan, ="frds scrmbld">Foad, ="frds scrmbld">Hoda's conceptual register and incorporating themes:='lgc'>]
annihilation, rage, ecstasy, madness, deception, apocalypse, desertion, contagion, eternity, the shadow
imperative to restlessness
="trms">writing-act as inherently antagonistic
borders of subjectivity='lgc'>:
="lsts lst1">•dominant ideologies of ="trms">history
="lsts lst1">•conspiracies of identity
="frds scrmbld">Foad's ="trms">poem “farar”
textual experience as a prism of subversion, innovation, and becoming
="lsts lst1">•hardened instinct for ruin kharabat خرابات
="lsts lst1">•fusion of='lgc'>:
="lsts lst2">◦appearance ='and'>& disappearance
="lsts lst2">◦tragedy ='and'>& delirium
="lsts lst2">◦creation ='and'>& destruction
="lsts lst1">•(unsteady condition of the ="trms">writing-act ='lgc'>[unpacks itself without o="trms"nttrm="righ,rigo,riga,rigi,trig,rign">rigin='lgc'>] where) ='strcls'>*nothingness ='and'>& ="trms">excess='strcls'>* tangle
b="trms"nttrm="failure,blur,plur,lurk,tallur,slur">luring of possibility and impossibility
to ="trms">compose an ="trms">affective universe without recourse to the myth of o="trms"nttrm="righ,rigo,riga,rigi,trig,rign">rigin (='strcls'>*='qstn'>?) ='lgc'>='lgc'>~= to express a singular voice without access to a name
="large lg30" stl="font-size:118%">
his ="trms">literary-="trms">poetic mosaics
tracking the chaotic ="trms">imaginary
(subjectivity's) disas="trms">sociation from the ="trms">world ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> Hedayat's The Blind Owl (='lgc'><='lgc'>-- an overreactive consciousness='qstn'>?)
='strcls'>*one that owes nothing to what came before='strcls'>*
a consciousness once held ho="trms">stage
='strcls'>*carving inward and then assuming a combatitive stance='strcls'>*
ever quickening its velocity, only then to exhaust its force and vanish as if exorcised into breathlessness (='lgc'>='lgc'>--> what is this body='qstn'>?) ='lgc'>='lgc'>-->='lgc'>{ persistent injury ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> chronic wearing-down ='lgc'>='lgc'>==> subjectivity is overcome ='lgc'>: ='strcls'>*acceptance of cruelty='strcls'>* (='lgc'>=/= death wish) ='lgc'>: raising the stakes of existential experience by transmitting the ="trms">authorial self beyond its own limits and toward its chaotic possibility (='lgc'>=/= death wish)
annihilation epitomized as instance of vicious ="trms">travel='strcls'>*** ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> ='qstn'>?!
thought-scarring ="trms">affect
(radical modification of consciousness='lgc'>:)
="lsts lst1">•Kierkegaard='lgc'>: “I die death itself”
="lsts lst1">•="ppl">Bataille='lgc'>: “he who does not ‘die’ from being merely a man will never be other than a man” ='lgc'>='lgc'>='lgc'>~='lgc'>~='lgc'>='lgc'>--> ="ppl">Rumi's bemirid بمیرید بمیرید
="lsts lst1">•="ppl">Nietzschean call for an experience of the end='lgc'>: “from ="trms">love of life, one should desire a ="trms">different death='lgc'>: free, conscious, without accident, without ambush”
="lsts lst1">•Cioran's futurity that would “let all form become formless, and chaos shwallow the structure of the ="trms">world in a gigantic maelstrom, that would be tremendous commotion and noise, terror, and explosion, and then let be eternal silence and total forgetfulness”
="lsts lst1">•="ppl">Deleuze and ="ppl">Guattari's meditation on life overrun by “desiring machines for whom the self and the non-self, outside and inside, no longer have any meaning whatsoever”
="lsts lst1">•="ppl">Benjamin's “destructive character” clearing away
an annihilative ="trms">technique
="trms">writing-act and the ='strcls'>*conceptual terrain of fatality='strcls'>*
an ecstatic mode
bringing consciousness to sleep
='strcls'>***rage='lgc'> = ="trms">excess ='lgc'>+ shadow (='lgc'>~ blackout) ='lgc'>}='lgc'>--to='lgc'>='lgc'>--> formlessness ='lgc'>[example='lgc'>: Hedayat='lgc'>: ="trms">author's misshapen ="trms">hallucination, beggin for an end to subjectivity and existence to “surrender myself to the sleep of oblivion"='lgc'>]
='strcls'>*individous potentials='strcls'>* of the rage (='lgc'><='lgc'>-- ="trms"nttrm="failure,blur,plur,lurk,tallur,slur">lure of the rage)
="prgrph">-(="frds scrmbld">Sana's) ="trms"nttrm="danger,stranger">angered dis="trms">position
(as a) performativity of ignition and collapse
='strcls'>**rage/="trms"nttrm="danger,stranger">anger is always (sees itself as) innocent='strcls'>**
rage proceeds as a state of innocence, a forward moving clearance, to become an ="trms">agent of sheer delivery, to commit at will
innocence tries to re="trms">member ='lgc'>~ that which “re="trms">members” has become foremost innocent. wants its ="trms">members/phallus back
='lgc'>[rage components='lgc'>: innocence, forgetting, coldness='lgc'>]
='lgc'>='lgc'>--> impact without imprint (='lgc'>--we must always have an imprint of our impacts)
the text becomes existence itself (='lgc'>='lgc'>--> the ="trms">monsterous consciousness of Hedayat's ="trms">narrator in The Blind Owl)
every object, event, or image, is synthesized back into the empire of the ="trms">narrator's own account='strcls'>***** ='lgc'>[='lgc'>=/= ='mywrk'>my work, my ="trms">storytelling='lgc'>]
...fastened itself to...
(...currents of)
chaos='strcls'>**='lgc'>='lgc'>~='lgc'>~
annihilation='strcls'>**='lgc'>='lgc'>~='lgc'>~
rage='strcls'>**='lgc'>='lgc'>~='lgc'>~
='strcls'>*shadow='strcls'>*
='lgc'>='lgc'>--> ='strcls'>**to elicit the trans="trms">figuration toward an emergent ="trms">literature of the inhuman='strcls'>**
="lsts lst1">•Hedayat's shadow
="lsts lst1">•="ppl">Nietzsche use of the shadow as a guarantor of the overman='lgc'>: “how his shadow stands even now behind everyone” , “now light, now shadow of that which must come” , “i will complete it='lgc'>: for a shadow came to me='lgc'>--the most silent, the lightest of all things came to me! the beauty of the superman came to me as a shadow='lgc'>: what are the gods to me now”
tilted destiny
beyond the need for being
chaos experienced as a ='strcls'>*deception='strcls'>*
="frds scrmbld"nttrm="Alice,Shariati">Ali motioning to chaotic discord, his ="trms">rhetoric of video editing='lgc'>: phantasmatic lawlessness ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> surrender the text to a certain sorcery(!), schemes of a textual unreality
='lgc'>=/= restrictive ="trms">epistemologies of truth
='lgc'>=/= ="trms">technologies of regulation
convulsive discontinuity (='lgc'>=/= ="trms">systematicity)
carries the will to execute fantasia
(yet transpiring ="trms">morphologies that carve in) ="trms">authoritarian injunctions of being-in-the-="trms">world ='lgc'>[='lgc'>=/= experimentation='lgc'>]
='lgc'>='lgc'>--> (="frds scrmbld"nttrm="Alice,Shariati">Ali's mirage='lgc'>:) suffocated prism of reality ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> rebellion becomes instinctive
="prgrph">-="trms">narrating graphic instances of ="trms">sociopolitical violence ='lgc'>--view='lgc'>='lgc'>--> ="trms">modernity as a state of permanent collapse
(for ="frds scrmbld"nttrm="Alice,Shariati">Ali ='lgc'>:) ="trms">literature/art='lgc'> = espionage عمل خرابکارانه در مواضع دشمن (='lgc'>=/= bribery)
(in order to say no to being) “passive witness to an overconstructed ="trms">world” ='lgc'>=/=
="lsts lst1">•Beckett='lgc'>: absurdism (with minima="trms"nttrm="listen,alist,ilist,llist,olist,ylist,ulist">list penteration)
="lsts lst1">•="ppl">Nietzsche='lgc'>: intoxication (Dionysian assault against surface/depth binary)
="lsts lst1">•="ppl">Adorno='lgc'>: fantasy (is the real act of knowl="trms"nttrm="knowledge,Knowledge">edge)
='lgc'>[='strcls'>*='lgc'>]text='lgc'>:
="lsts lst1">•="trms">mimetic trans="trms">position of the ideal
="lsts lst1">•reflexive treatment of the ="trms">world
the invention of transparent='strcls'>**
='lgc'>[who invented transparency='qstn'>?='lgc'>]
deception ='lgc'>--='qstn'>?='lgc'>='lgc'>--> sug="trms">gestion of the ="trms">world as unreal ='lgc'>[='lgc'>='lgc'>==>='qstn'>?! ="trms">pragmatism='lgc'>]
lucid ="trms">interchange of untruths
existential distortion
San'an ='lgc'>+ moridan (مریدان) ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> ="trms">authority of authenticity
annihilated consciousness of the disciple (morid)
(volatility of) lived dreamscapes ='lgc'><='lgc'>-- (always) ="trms">staged ="trms">imaginary
(illusions go on unarrested)
="frds scrmbld">Hoda's visual ="trms">techniques (in video) ='lgc'>~ her special effects (='lgc'>='lgc'>--> launches what='qstn'>?)='lgc'>:
='strcls'>*unreality of the emergent ="trms">world='strcls'>* (='lgc'>+ production of emergent illusion)
="lsts lst1">•hazing of self and ="trms">world
="lsts lst1">•curved mirroring
="lsts lst1">•shape-shifting
="lsts lst1">•aerial, apparitional,
="lsts lst1">•فرّار evasive and a="trms">morphous
="prgrph">-='lgc'>=> seamless apparition
='lgc'>='lgc'>--> ='strcls'>***eradicated ="trms">storytelling='strcls'>*** ='lgc'>+ “I” as a spectral outcast of consciousness
='strcls'>*="frds scrmbld">Hoda works on the unsaid (='lgc'>='lgc'>--> the imperceptible)
='strcls'>*="frds">Sina works on the incomprehensible (='lgc'>='lgc'>-->='qstn'>? the incidental)
="frds scrmbld">Hoda's insurgent ="trms">imagination in her cinematic ="trms">techniques (part of the intellectual-="trms">aesthetic facet of middle eastern subjectivity)='lgc'>:
="lsts lst1">•into a terrain of necessary ambiguity
="lsts lst1">•="trms">demanding an ="trms">interpretive participation of a disturbed audience
='lgc'>='lgc'>--> (="ppl">Benjaminian) “public is an examiner but an absent-minded one”
(how can ="frds scrmbld">Hoda in her medium of film create points of departure from insurgent ="trms">imagination='qstn'>? she constantly recon="trms">situtes the insurgent ="trms">imagination ='strcls'>*یاغی yaghi='strcls'>* ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> one of the most important post="trms">modern masks of ="nms">iranian contemporary art)
="large lg6" stl="font-size:135%">
(="frds scrmbld">Elen='qstn'>? no longer convinced of her own entitlement to a reality principle)
the ="trms">imaginary and ="trms">symbolic functions of the penis ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> ="frds scrmbld">Elen has to study ‘phallus’
="ppl">Lacan's phallus is a (privileged) signifier of lack and sexual ="trms">difference ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> both of them are initiator for ="frds scrmbld">Elen's performance in the first week of ="nms">apass 2018
phallus anchors the chain of signification (the ="trms">imaginary, the ="trms">symbolic and the real) for her
is it about an Oedipus complex='qstn'>? in all her work she is identify with the ="trms">imaginary phallus. (her ="trms">staged “flaw” in doing so is camouflaging an Oedipus complex='qstn'>?)
='lgc'>='lgc'>==>='qstn'>? ="frds scrmbld">Elen='lgc'>: will to possession
who possesses a penis='qstn'>? ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> masturbatory jouissance
='strcls'>*the one who possesses the phallus='lgc'> = the one desired='strcls'>* ='lgc'>[='lgc'>~ phallus='lgc'> = desire ‘of’ the other ='lgc'>=/= desiring the other='lgc'>]. phallus is the signifier of jouissance within ="frds scrmbld">Elen's performance
="frds scrmbld">Elen's retribution of the boy who ="trms">symbolically ‘have’ the phallus ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> (we are back to) castration
='strcls'>**="frds scrmbld">Elen's true woman-power lies with giving up her phallic identification. (the image of innovation in her work='lgc'>: she is still busy with ‘inovative creativity,’ inherently a phallic function). this is a hope, the ="trms">symbolic phallus ins her work (and in anyone's work) is often in the place of ='strcls'>*the lack of the signifier in the Other='strcls'>* (that can never be filled='qstn'>?)
infantile sexuality
jouissance='lgc'>: enjoyment from indirect pleasure (='thdf'>for example enjoyment of organizing pleasure)
="ppl">Lacan ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> pleasure makes us guilty ='lgc'>+ without guilt there is no pleasure
='strcls'>*chaotic topology of ="trms">imagination='strcls'>*( ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> more like a pile of sugar ='lgc'>=/= ="ppl">Freudian topology of consciousness/unconsciousness)='lgc'>='lgc'>--> erasing the boundary between ="trms">interiority and exteriority
='lgc'>='lgc'>--> (once-unitary) subject ='lgc'>='lgc'>==> an oblique ="trms">network ='lgc'>}='lgc'>='lgc'>--> that is us, ="nms">iranians
='lgc'>='lgc'>--> ="trms">schizoid view of nomadological thought
separate ="trms">methodologies of b="trms"nttrm="failure,blur,plur,lurk,tallur,slur">lurring and fragmentation='lgc'>:
="lstsrd">1- shadow
="lstsrd">2- mirror image
Hedayat's shadow (his palpable ="trms">aesthetic-existential operation='lgc'>--in The Blind Owl) ='lgc'>[='lgc'>=/= ="ppl">Kafka's ="trms"nttrm="metaph,metamorph,metabol,metal">meta="trms">morphoses='lgc'>]='lgc'>: skeletal trans="trms">figuration of a conceivably human form into a ='strcls'>*shadow collectivity='strcls'>* ='lgc'>[='lgc'>=/= camouflage='lgc'>]
anticipation of oblivion
="frds scrmbld">Hoda, ="frds scrmbld">Foad,
(maybe ="trms">interesting for ="frds scrmbld">Hoda='lgc'>:) bitching ='lgc'>='lgc'>~= concerted ="trms">methodology of confrontation and provocation
to ="trms">write on chaos
to ="trms">write as chaos
to ="trms">write chaos='strcls'>***
='lgc'>[an ="nms">iranian topology of ="trms">imagination:='lgc'>]
subjectivity ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> deception
="trms">literature ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> rage
chaos ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> annihilation
deserter
textual encounter ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> the ="trms">method by which a chaotic ="trms">imaginary is uncovered and set loose='lgc'>:
="lstsrd">1. ="trms"nttrm="failure,blur,plur,lurk,tallur,slur">lure consciousness into desertion
="lstsrd">2. perceive textual artifacts as forces of immanent contagion
="lstsrd">3. identify the text as a carrier of shadow-becoming
="lstsrd">4. text conceive the setting of inhuman
deserter (="trms">position) ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> unearthing ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> chaotic ="trms">imagination
...a fractal exteriority that alters and generates vivid, intensified hierarchies of instinct, desire, and knowing='strcls'>*
='strcls'>*exhaustion
damaged allegory of man
='strcls'>*evacuation ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> surrender to fugitive ="trms">trajectory
takes place on a="trms">morphous dust
wrenched
shadow-scapes
enterence ='lgc'><='lgc'>='lgc'>--> ejection
="lsts lst1">•misadventurism of the wanderer
="lsts lst1">•rogue thought
influx
dis="trms">integration
fever
velocity
the deserter mind is made to ="trms">synchronize the ="trms">internalization of waste and unrest and to ravage itself
spatiality of the the nowhere
intentionally sets out to become lost
vagrant='lgc'>: drifter در به در
اوباش
self that personified the dejected
self-eclipsing vagrant that becomes the outside itself
arc of necessity
the super-power of holding objects suspending in the air ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> an intruder topology where everything is held suspend...
="large lg22" stl="font-size:112%">
='lgc'>{ false subjectivity='lgc'> = hiding place ='lgc'>}='lgc'><='lgc'>-- chaotic ="trms">imagination overruns it
="display:block;white-space:nowrap;margin-bottom:-1em;overflow:hidden;">...................................
="ppl">="ppl">Glissant
constrictions of the ‘forced ="trms">poetics’ of ="trms">writing (in plastic arts)
grandiose concept of the ="trms">writer (of ="trms">writing as an ordering process)
="trms">world meant as raw ="trms">material for a ="trms">book
="large lg10" stl="font-size:130%">
="ppl">="ppl">Glissant's thoroughgoing exploration of models of disorder/chaos ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> (his subversive epitome of) ='strcls'>*opa="trms">cite/opacity='strcls'>* ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> realm of the intuitive and indeterminate as a corrective ="trms">response to the ="trms">systematizing pressures of assimilation and deculturation
='lgc'>='lgc'>==> to create a more immediate, oral, corporeal ="trms">language
="prgrph">-inadequate process of attempting to note down, chronicle or relate the experience of opacity
chaos ='lgc'>+ opacity ='lgc'>+ resistance (in ="ppl">="ppl">Glissant)
primordial act of defiance lajbazi
negation='lgc'> = heroic (='lgc'>=/= pedestrian)
="ppl">="ppl">Glissant's anonymous and pedestrian form of resistance ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> knowl="trms"nttrm="knowledge,Knowledge">edge of camouflaged reality
“The one with whom the ="trms">poet is enchanted, that he names with each breath. But for whom words are inadequate.”
...in the unexpected expanse of global relating
“a ="trms">poetics not of the tree but of vegetation”
='lgc'>[="trms">poetics of the decentered subject='lgc'>]
epitomise (pure) revolt (='lgc'>='lgc'>--> tree grows to reveal human con="trms">figurations, fierce and solitary revolt against the plantation ="trms">system)
modest forms of resistance
fragmentation of ="trms">fiction ='lgc'>--to='lgc'>='lgc'>--> polyphonic quiltwork of ="trms">stories
='lgc'>[="trms">system of imagery='lgc'>]
(="ppl">="ppl">Glissant's) insistence on marine ="trms">symbolism
transforming, restorative power of water
harsh bitter truth of the sea ='lgc'><='lgc'>='lgc'>--> inscrutable, ambiguous ="trms">nature of the experience
="large lg14" stl="font-size:131%">
preoccupation with the need to create a ="trms">literary ="trms">language ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> ="trms">specificity of lived experience
='strcls'>*="trms">narrateur enfant='strcls'>*
="trms">narrator distorting and simplifying my experience
“burning with a silent and stubborn multitude”
="display:block;white-space:nowrap;margin-bottom:-1em;overflow:hidden;">...................................
Mishra
='lgc'>[the evidence of Europe's advantages ='lgc'>='lgc'>-->='lgc'>] an expression of europe in terms of a 19th century progress, which has been be increasingly hard to refute='lgc'>:
place of West in the avant-garde of progress ='lgc'><='lgc'>== mani="trms">fold achievements of ="trms">technology, constitutional government, secular state and ="trms">modern administration ='lgc'><='lgc'>== (a separate and
distinct ‘nation-state’ ='lgc'><='lgc'>==) American and French revolutions
='lgc'>}='lgc'>='lgc'>--> unable to assess by Muslims='qstn'>? ='lgc'>='lgc'>='lgc'>~='lgc'>~='qstn'>?='lgc'>='lgc'>--> the tale of the be="trms">wildered Asian='lgc'>:
="lsts lst1">•dast-e gheyb دست غیب divinely ordained dispensation
="lsts lst1">•dast-e taghdir دست تقدیر mysterious workings of fate
="lsts lst1">•charkh-e ruzegar چرخ روزگار cyclical rise and fall of political fortune
="lsts lst1">•uncreative dynastic rulers
(='lgc'>=/= organized human energy and action)
cultural arrogance
="display:block;white-space:nowrap;margin-bottom:-1em;overflow:hidden;">...................................
="trms">paranoia (='lgc'>=/= ="trms">schizophrenia), an instinct (for the o="trms"nttrm="righ,rigo,riga,rigi,trig,rign">riginal hostility of the ="trms">world, name of the ="trms">world is ‘conflict’ ='lgc'>=/= instinctual needs for acceptance and for the assignment of a place)
para ='lgc'>+ nous (='lgc'>~ out of mind, beside the mind) ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> part of the everyday life ='lgc'>: when you think you are “somebody” or you have “="trms">agency” you are on a small dose of ="trms">paranoid delusion. ='lgc'>{do we always need some dose of ="trms">paranoia to form critical ="trms">relations with our current condition='qstn'>?
="trms">according to ="ppl">Lacan='lgc'>: ='strcls'>*Knowl="trms"nttrm="knowledge,Knowledge">edge (connaissance) itself is ="trms">paranoiac='strcls'>* ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> psychoanalytic treatment='lgc'> = inducing controlled ="trms">paranoia into the human subject='strcls'>***
='strcls'>*preconditions of all human knowl="trms"nttrm="knowledge,Knowledge">edge is the “="trms">paranoiac alienation of the ego”='strcls'>* (ego='lgc'>: a ='lgc'>[="trms">paranoiac='lgc'>] construction formed by identification with the specular image in the mirror ="trms">stage)='lgc'>}
='lgc'>='lgc'>==> high thoughts and abstract thinkers, especially when they believe “nobody understands them”
='lgc'>='lgc'>==> also promotes you to go to forbidden zones, attack sacrosanctities, breaking taboos, take the side of the miserable and the marginalized, that there is something wrong about The ="trms">World
='lgc'>='lgc'>==> always dissatisfied with the ‘current ="trms">situation,’ impulse to correct the current ="trms">situation (... our condition, our ="trms">situation), and assuming a defensive stance, (in worse case) with a sense of ="trms">mission, with deep feelings of powerlessness (and depression, sometimes victimization)
='lgc'>}='lgc'><='lgc'>='lgc'>==> their own psychological security (='lgc'>~ defense against fai="trms"nttrm="failure,blur,plur,lurk,tallur,slur">lure and loss; a fact of relevance for ="trms">obligation)
it is all about ='lgc'>['having’ or owning a='lgc'>] ='strcls'>*perception of reality='strcls'>* (='lgc'>='lgc'>==> belief)
to recognize the intentional in the accidental/coincidental
(a ="trms">paranoid ="trms">response to intentionality='qstn'>?)
='lgc'>='lgc'>==> ="trms">imaginary friend or ="trms">imaginary enemy
='at'>#="trms">complain
sisyphus ="trms">phenomena ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> ='thdf'>the idea that one is condemned (by the “="trms">system”) to do senseless absurd meaningless labor
(Maze Runner film opening sign='lgc'>:) “we are running out of time. you have seen what is happening out there.” ='lgc'>='lgc'>==> insurgent
four types of ="trms">paranoia='lgc'>:
="lstsrd">1. ="trms">erotic شهوانى (='lgc'>='lgc'>--> what the op="trms">posite sex wants from them)
="lstsrd">2. persecutory توبیخی (='lgc'>='lgc'>--> under intensive evaluative scrutiny)
="lstsrd">3. litigious دعوایی (='lgc'>='lgc'>--> conspiracy)
="lstsrd">4. exalted متعالی (='lgc'>='lgc'>--> grandeur)
='strcls'>*attribution error='lgc'>: ="trms">social perceivers has to overattribute lack of trustworthiness to others
='strcls'>*overperception of ="trms">causal linking='lgc'>: ="trms">paranoid perceiver has to ="trms">interpret others’ action in a disproportional self-referential way ='lgc'>='lgc'>==> they are the target of others’ thoughts and actions
='strcls'>*conspiracy='lgc'>: ="trms">paranoid perceiver has to overattribute ="trms">social coherence and coordination to others’ actions
from dysphoric to euphoric self-consciousness
the direct link(='qstn'>?) between ="trms">socioeconomic status and development of ="trms">paranoia
(physically='lgc'>:) high blood pressure ='and'>& hardening of the arterial walls (& ="trms">drug abuse) ='lgc'>='lgc'>==> decline in brain circulation ='lgc'>='lgc'>==> ="trms">paranoid reaction
still ="trms">paranoia has a better prognosis (تشخيص قبلى) than ="trms">schizophrenia
(="trms">paranoia is a limited ="trms">schizophrenia ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> we should open up our ="trms">paranoiac relating ="trms">onto the ="trms">schizophrenic, which is much more ="trms">interesting)
state of deafness ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> ="trms">paranoia
="lsts lst1">•in ="ppl">Freud='lgc'>: ="trms">paranoia ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> patient's infantile ="trms">relation to his father
="lsts lst1">•for Cameron='lgc'>: one cannot take the role assigned to him by the ="trms">society ='lgc'>='lgc'>==> hypothetical ="trms">relationships with other ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> ="trms">paranoia
="lsts lst1">•Bose='lgc'>: break between the ego and its object, a bond of identity
="lsts lst1">•Otto Rank='lgc'>: myth of the birth of the hero ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> ="trms">world appears as a whole, or womb (a ="trms">cosmological projection)
="lsts lst1">•="ppl">Lacan='lgc'>: foreclosure, Verwerfung (='lgc'>=/= repression ='lgc'>[='lgc'>='lgc'>==> ="trms">neurosis='lgc'>])='lgc'>: the ex="trms">="trms"nttrm="cluster,club">clusion of the father, (the fundamental signifier of the Name-of-the-Father is the object of foreclosure) ='lgc'>='lgc'>==> a hole in the ="trms">symbolic order ='lgc'>--but='lgc'>='lgc'>--> sooner or later foreclosed Name-of-the-Father reappears in the real and the subject is unable to assimilate it ='lgc'>: ='strcls'>*collision with the inassimilable signifier='strcls'>* ='lgc'>='lgc'>==> entry into psychosis ='lgc'>='lgc'>='lgc'>~=> delusion ='lgc'>='lgc'>~-> ="trms">paranoia
(="ppl">Heidegger ='lgc'>+ Manning ='lgc'>+ ="frds scrmbld"nttrm="Alex,Alert,Aleph,Alessi">Alex's register of good thinking='lgc'>: “doing philosophy is better than knowing philosophy” ...)
='lgc'>[='strcls'>*='lgc'>]'to do philosophy’ ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> ="trms">imaginary register ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> knowl="trms"nttrm="knowledge,Knowledge">edge of the ego='strcls'>*
='lgc'>[='strcls'>*='lgc'>]'to know philosophy’ ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> ="trms">symbolic register ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> knowl="trms"nttrm="knowledge,Knowledge">edge of the subject='strcls'>*
(in ="ppl">Lacan) connaissance (Knowl="trms"nttrm="knowledge,Knowledge">edge) belongs to the ="trms">imaginary register ='lgc'>=/= savoir (knowing) belongs to the ="trms">symbolic register (='lgc'>='lgc'>--> you can track down the egocentrism of the philosopher='lgc'>:)
='lgc'>[='strcls'>*='lgc'>]connaissance (Knowl="trms"nttrm="knowledge,Knowledge">edge)='lgc'>='lgc'>-->='lgc'>{self-knowl="trms"nttrm="knowledge,Knowledge">edge of the subject in the ="trms">imaginary order. based on misrecognition, a fantasy of self-mastery and unity, constitutive of the ego. it has the same structure as ="trms">paranoia (involving the delusion of absolute knowl="trms"nttrm="knowledge,Knowledge">edge and mastery)='lgc'>}
='lgc'>=/=
='lgc'>[='strcls'>*='lgc'>]savoir (knowing)='lgc'>='lgc'>-->='lgc'>{="trms">articulation of signifiers in the subject's ="trms">symbolic universe, the signifying chain='lgc'>}
i use (sometimes as="trms">sociative) speech in collective research life as a progressive revelation of ="trms">symbolic knowl="trms"nttrm="knowledge,Knowledge">edge to the subject, where knowl="trms"nttrm="knowledge,Knowledge">edge is the jouissance of the Other ='lgc'>=/= “absolute knowl="trms"nttrm="knowledge,Knowledge">edge”
='lgc'>[what ever we say about the ="trms">symbolic is utterly important='lgc'>: because from the ="trms">anthropological work of ="ppl">Strauss on the exchange of gifts that regulate kinship ="trms">relations, emergence of ="trms">symbolic structures was conceptualized as an essential feature of the human ="trms">transition from ="trms">nature to culture, to Saussure's theory of the sign='lgc'>: exchanges of signifiers, to ="ppl">Lacanian psychoanalysis='lgc'>: the impose of ="trms">symbolic structures on sexuality='lgc'>]
defense='lgc'>: reaction of the ego to certain ="trms">interior stimuli (and not the external) ='lgc'><='lgc'>-- ="ppl">Freud
(in ="ppl">Lacan='lgc'>:) ='strcls'>*defense='lgc'>: permanent ="trms">symbolic structures of subjectivity ='lgc'>=/= ='strcls'>*resistance='lgc'>: ="trms">transitory ="trms">imaginary ="trms">responses to intrusions of the ="trms">symbolic (on the side of the object)
the ="trms">neurotic and the ="trms">pervert defend themselves in their ='strcls'>*desire='strcls'>* ='lgc'>=/= psychotic defends himself in their ='strcls'>*projection='strcls'>*
“to desire” is a defense mechanism (against going beyond a certain limit in jouissance='qstn'>?)
(>this is all about) the psychotic ="trms">relation to reality and the ="trms">relation of the subject to his speech
='strcls'>*unreal is transparent (for the ="trms">paranoid)='strcls'>*
="prgrph">-hermeneutics of suspicion (='lgc'><='lgc'>-- ="ppl">Nietzsche's perspectivism='lgc'>: all texts are but autobiographic ="trms">memoirs)
="display:block;white-space:nowrap;margin-bottom:-1em;overflow:hidden;">...................................
="large lg34" stl="font-size:102%">
='lgc'>[="ppl">Searles='lgc'>]
="trms">schizophrenic individual is struggling with the ="trms">question, not so much of ‘how to relate,’ but ‘whether to relate’ to others
(="ppl">Searles's ="trms">interpersonal ideal='lgc'>:) connection='lgc'> = relatedness without merging
spontaneous involvement of the therapist in terms of counter="trms">transference (pygmalionesque ="trms">love='qstn'>?)
psychological illness='lgc'> = a dist="trms"nttrm="disturban">urbance of ="trms">natural tendency to heal others (patient's unconscious therapeutic initiative)
“all patients have the ability to ‘="trms"nttrm="already,spread">read the unconscious’ of the therapist” (="ppl">Searles)
='strcls'>*acknowledging what the patient's ="trms">transference ="trms">materializes='strcls'>*
="display:block;white-space:nowrap;margin-bottom:-1em;overflow:hidden;">...................................
="nms">apass's aetiology='lgc'>: the philosophical study of ="trms">causation of disease
(deriving from the ="trms">Greek words aitia='lgc'> = cause and logos='lgc'> = word/speech) ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> “tell me what causes your psychosis or art”
(thing that actually drives you crazy='lgc'>:)
other individuals ='lgc'>[='lgc'>~ tormentingly insecure ="trms">nature of the ever-ambivalent ="trms">symbiotic relatedness in infancy and ="trms">childhood='lgc'>] ='lgc'>='lgc'>==> ="trms">schizophrenia
nonhuman environment ='lgc'>='lgc'>==> ="trms">Anxiety(='qstn'>?)
="trms">symbolic bad object ='lgc'>='lgc'>==> depression(='qstn'>?) (always an active state)
(poorly ="trms">integrated personality ='lgc'>='lgc'>-->) externalized psychosis (='lgc'>='lgc'>~= “acting out”) ='lgc'>='lgc'>==> (="trms">situations which will) engender psychosis in other people (='strcls'>*whereas they themselves remain immune from overt ="trms">symptoms='strcls'>* ='lgc'><='lgc'>-- in smaller/="trms">different doses of psychological assault of the very selfish people who externalize their “ideas” and “impressions” by telling effective ="trms">stories about them, and so on. ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> ='strcls'>**determine psychosis in others and protect themselves from psychosis='strcls'>** ='at'>@="frds scrmbld">Arjang, ="frds scrmbld">Jassem, ="frds">Sina, ="frds scrmbld"nttrm="Alice,Shariati">Ali )
psychological assault by parent upon the ="trms">child (reflected in the ="trms">child's earliest delusion) ='lgc'>[='lgc'>='lgc'>--> meeting ="trms">child's own defensive and aggressive requirements to avoid psychosis='lgc'>] ='lgc'>='lgc'>==> ="trms">schizophrenia (="trms">symbiotic relatedness ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> within an dependence-independence ="trms">schizophrenic struggle the patient's belief is that if he should improve and become well in the normal sense ='lgc'>[if he becomes an individual by separating himself psychologically from her='lgc'>], his mother would become psychotic)
(='lgc'>--="frds">Sina='lgc'>='lgc'>--> ='lgc'>[='strcls'>*='lgc'>]adulthood='lgc'>: not getting crazy by others ='lgc'>[people, ="trms">pasts, events, objects, etc.='lgc'>] while connecting with them ='lgc'>~ ='at'>#my de="trms">finition of ="trms">storytelling http://="nms">ajayeb.net/='qstn'>?q=figuring='lgc'>+out='lgc'>+how='lgc'>+to='lgc'>+in="trms">herit)
(a psychodynamic='lgc'>:) ‘desire for individuation ='lgc'>='lgc'>==> drive the mother crazy’ ='lgc'>~ ‘kill the parent ='lgc'>='lgc'>==> really grow up’
="ppl">Searles's notion of “tends to drive him crazy” (='lgc'>~ ="trms">schizophrenic) ='lgc'>: the initiating of any kind of ="trms">interpersonal ="trms">interaction which tends to foster emotional conflict in the other person='lgc'>--which tends to activate various areas of his personality in op="trms">position to one another
maintenance of a functioning ego
="lsts lst1">•inexperienced or unconsciously sadistic analyst (who makes ='strcls'>*premature ="trms">interpretations='strcls'>*) ='lgc'>='lgc'>==> drive the patient psychotic (weaken the patient's ego to gradually assimilate previously repressed ="trms">material...)
="lsts lst1">•stimulate the other person sexually (in a setting where gratification is impossible='lgc'>--='thdf'>for example to behave in a seductive way toward the ="trms">child) ='lgc'>='lgc'>==> conflict (between sexual needs on the one hand, and ="trms"nttrm="righ,rigo,riga,rigi,trig,rign">rigorous super-ego retaliations)
parental double bind
='strcls'>**="trms">simultaneous or rapidly alternating stimulation-and-frustration of other needs='strcls'>** ='lgc'>==="ppl">Searles='lgc'>='lgc'>==> a dis="trms">integrating effect
='strcls'>**chronic pleas for ="trms">sympathy='strcls'>** ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> ="trms">child's desire and felt-duty to be helpful
="frds scrmbld">Jassem/="frds">Sina typically engaging the other in some politico-philosophical debate, in which he talks with machine-gun rapidity expressing himself with a virile kind of forceful, businesslike vigour (while the other feels quite strongly urged to argue some of these points with him, though not being given a chance to say much), while he strolls about on his mobile phone and posing himself physically irrelevant to the other ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> when in-fronted with ="frds scrmbld">Jassem or ="frds">Sina, one feels strange (losing your mind, feeling like an insecure ="trms">child ='strcls'>*engaged in such a broadly divided ="trms">interrelatedness with a parent='strcls'>*) while that feeling appears as simply a ‘crazy’ product of one's own ="trms">imagination
(is non-="trms">verbal ="trms">interaction always sexual='qstn'>?)
nonsequitur (a typical ="trms">schizophrenic ="trms">technique)
(to get free from) the delusion that you had had not one mother but many ="trms">different ones
a continual unexpected switching from one conversational topic to another without any marked shift in feeling-content is in itself a mode of ="trms">interpersonal participation which can have a significantly dis="trms">integrating effect upon the other person's psychological functioning ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> a remark for me in my ="trms">lecture-performances, i can't cause dis="trms">integration on other people's thinking for the sake of art ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> ='strcls'>*to undermine the other person's confidence in the reliability of their own emotional reactions and of their own perception of outer reality='strcls'>* ='lgc'>='lgc'>==> de-maintain grasp on reality ='lgc'><='lgc'>-- (often) artist's fai="trms"nttrm="failure,blur,plur,lurk,tallur,slur">lure to develop ='strcls'>**adequate reality testing='strcls'>**
="prgrph">-the artist is not allowed to make the audience crazy!!='qstn'>?='qstn'>? ='at'>@="frds scrmbld">Jassem, Dominguez's “mental cruelty”
="trms">techniques of undermining of ego-functioning (in the form of='lgc'>: deliberate experiments in the service of totalitarian political ideologies, cultural undercurrents in ="trms">present-day democratic ="trms">societies, and in the lives of the ="trms">schizophrenic)
="prgrph">-what are the effects of your work on other's ability of participation in life='qstn'>?
="ppl">Searles='lgc'>: effort to drive the other person crazy can be motivated predominantly by a desire to externalize the threatening craziness in oneself
(-artists do that='qstn'>?)
='strcls'>*introjected crazy parent='strcls'>* (='lgc'>='lgc'>==> predominance of the one's own irrational and cripplingly powerful superego)
(parents, crazy or not crazy, are always introjected='lgc'>[='qstn'>?='lgc'>])
="trms">love and solicitude (in mother-="trms">child relatedness) ='lgc'>='lgc'>==> impel the ="trms">child to collaborate with mother in this pathological ="trms">integration
="prgrph">-="trms">child ="trms">loves her mother so deeply that he sacrifices his own developing individuality to the ="trms">symbiosis necessary to her personality-functioning
="frds scrmbld">Foad's psychology='lgc'>: bringing upon himself any catastrophe which is sensed as being inevitable, in his effort to diminish intolerable feelings of helplessness and suspense in the face of it
(parents who are not sufficiently openly psychotic ='lgc'>='lgc'>==> ="trms">child secret knowl="trms"nttrm="knowledge,Knowledge">edge of parent's craziness ='lgc'>='lgc'>-->) ="trms">child's ="trms">transference ="trms">phenomena ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> always one or another of the parents was “a little crazy”
='lgc'>[='lgc'>+ not to mention that one strugghng against a developing psychosis will project his or her own threatening ‘craziness’ on to one or another parent='lgc'>]
desire to find a soul-mate to assuage unbearable loneliness ='lgc'><='lgc'>-- a parental motive reflected in ="trms">child's fanatical loyalty to the parent
(the very lonely person who hungers for someone to share her or his private emotional experiences and distorted views of the ="trms">world) ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> “tried out” her ="trms">paranoid ideas on him (!!='strcls'>**)
='lgc'>[='lgc'>='lgc'>==> chronic ="trms">schizophrenia='lgc'>]
our immediately and vividly real parent-image ='lgc'>='lgc'>==> a libidinally cathected reality
(to get free from) our magically ‘close,’ magically ‘="trms">mutually understanding,’ two-against-the-="trms">world relatedness with the parent
infantile-omnipotent relatedness between='lgc'>:
="lsts lst1">•the ‘sickest’ least mature areas of the parent's personality
="lsts lst1">•the patient's personality
='lgc'>==="ppl">Searles='lgc'>='lgc'>==> obstacle to the patient's becoming well
="trms">transference development='lgc'>: therapist inevitably becomes deeply immersed in the subjective experience of magical closeness and shared omnipotence with the patient
(offered to the patient in ="trms">childhood by the parent='lgc'>:) the ='strcls'>*="trms"nttrm="failure,blur,plur,lurk,tallur,slur">lure='strcls'>* to share the delights of being ‘crazy’ along with the parent
or='lgc'>:
(='qstn'>?="frds scrmbld">Jassem or ="frds">Sina's motive and genuine effort of) making the other person crazy (='lgc'>~ to weaken their personal ="trms">integration ='lgc'>~ to diminish the area of ego's competency) ='lgc'><='lgc'>~/='qstn'>?='lgc'>=> ='strcls'>*making the other person ="trms">present='strcls'>* (="ppl">Martin Buber) ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> fostering of the other person's ="trms">intra-personal and ="trms">interpersonal ="trms">integration or self-realization, (an effort to) to help the other person ='lgc'>[seen as a ="trms">child to become mature='qstn'>?='lgc'>] toward better ="trms">integration ='lgc'>~ ="trms">love
='lgc'>[for ="ppl">Guattari, the problem is not to reach an ="trms">integrated ego, but to constantly change the com="trms">position ='lgc'>='lgc'>==> to unblock the ="trms">situation (reactive assemblages causing ="trms">paranoia) ='lgc'>='lgc'>==> to be able to do something else ='lgc'>='lgc'>='lgc'>~=> to become someone else='lgc'>]
='lgc'>[how to learn your way out of philosophy as philosopher ='lgc'>='lgc'>~= ='strcls'>*to apprehend what you know='strcls'>* in a creative way='lgc'>]
="trms">loving relatedness ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> ="trms">responding to the wholeness of the other person (relating to a small ="trms">child or to a psychiatrically ill adult, and so on)
='lgc'>}='lgc'>='lgc'>--> (which is fundamentally) a parental dis="trms">position ='lgc'>[and the offspring might re="trms">present a miscarriage of the parent's wish='lgc'>]
="prgrph">-the problem is that you cannot always know the precise ego-capacities of the other person
="prgrph">-your ="trms">interventions could be ill-timed or ill-attuned ='lgc'>='lgc'>==> dis="trms">integrating effect
="large lg14" stl="font-size:124%">
="trms">questions regarding the processes of feedbacking in ="nms">apass='lgc'>: to help the other person (not to become aware of truth about themselves or their work, rather) to construct figures about themselves and their ="trms">relationships with others, figures which could provide the basis for rapid ego-growth and personality-="trms">integration. but sometimes it is too fast, the ego regresses, and it becomes an experience of developing psychosis
pathological defense='lgc'>:
="lsts lst1">•delusions
="lsts lst1">•="trms">hallucinations
="lsts lst1">•depersonalization
="lsts lst1">•
="trms">skilfully dosed and ="trms">skilfully timed increments in psychotherapeutic participation ='lgc'>[such as premature ="trms">interpretations ="trms">demanded usually in feedback sessions='lgc'>] ='lgc'>='lgc'>==> op="trms">posite effects (rather than an ="trms">integrating effect upon the artist rese="trms"nttrm="search">archer)
the ="trms">schizophrenic patient's individuality resides partly in his ="trms">symptoms
(="ppl">Searles > Szalita-Pemow)
='qstn'>?gratifications in the ‘crazy’ ="trms">symbiotic mode of relatedness (despite the ="trms">anxiety- and frustration-engendering aspects that it offers)
earlier struggle between ="trms">child and parent to drive each other crazy ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> evolving ="trms">transference of the patient-therapist ="trms">relationship ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> to crack each other
the economy ='strcls'>*feelings of confusion and unreality='strcls'>* for ="nms">iranians, in public political realm of state and individual ="trms">symbiosis, as well as ="trms">intersubjective early ="trms">childhood and parent ="trms">symbiosis ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> the ways it enters cultural ="trms">imaginary and artistic expressiveness ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> ='strcls'>*how and why ="nms">iranian artists often try to make their audience crazy='strcls'>* ='lgc'>[-and myself in="trms"nttrm="cluster,club">cluded, check ="frds">Sina ="trms">lecture's chaotic ="trms">verbalizations of delusional ="trms">materials ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> jouissance of disorganization='lgc'>]
="prgrph">-(in my ="trms">lectures) am i externalizing my psychosis='qstn'>? ='lgc'>[='lgc'>~ romantic='lgc'>]
(mother repeatedly commanding the ="trms">child ‘Now, think!’ ='lgc'>[='lgc'>~ to perceive the secret='lgc'>] ='lgc'>='lgc'>==>) threatened, mistrustful, isolated self ='lgc'>='lgc'>==> finding hidden meanings ='lgc'>+ sarcastic ="trms">response ='lgc'>[='lgc'>='lgc'>='lgc'>~=> unnerving the other='lgc'>]
small ="trms">children exposed to unfamiliar and complex ="trms">situations ='lgc'>='lgc'>==> often experience of ‘you are crazy!’
="trms">modern culture of obsessive-compulsive character traits as orderliness, competitiveness, intellectualization ='lgc'>='lgc'>==> obsessive-compulsive type of basic personality structure (is made very common among artists, people who are busy one way or another with analysis and psyche of the other) ='lgc'>='lgc'>==> ='strcls'>**reaction formation='strcls'>** (which is one of the major defense mechanisms of the obsessive-compulsive) ='lgc'>='lgc'>~= long-repressed desires ='strcls'>**to dis="trms">member the personality-structure of other persons='strcls'>**
='lgc'>[obsessive-compulsive personality type is very common in expertise ="trms">societies='lgc'>: tavahosh-e takhasos, clean (='lgc'>+ “contaminated” things), one is deeply immersed in research, mental control, not wasting time, adherence to ="trms">routines/rituals, washers, checkers, impairment in ="trms">formulating an organizational strategy, etc. ='lgc'>='lgc'>==> cognitive inhibition, or violent disinhibition='lgc'>]
wishes to foster personality-dis="trms">integration in other persons ='lgc'>+ genuine and powerful ="trms">interests in helping them ='lgc'><='lgc'>-- how is this possible='qstn'>?!
="prgrph">-="ppl">Searles sug="trms">gests that the desires to drive the other person crazy are a part of (the limitlessly varied personality-constellation of) emotionally healthy human beings
="large lg22" stl="font-size:133%">
feelings of infantile satisfaction ='and'>& omnipotent-mother fantasies
recrudescence of ="trms">symbiotic ="trms">techniques
the ='lgc'>[same='lgc'>] sensation of being driven utterly mad by the impossible object ='lgc'>[patient, economy, ="trms">system, self, ="trms">world, ="trms">love object, etc.='lgc'>] ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> ="trms">symbiotic relatedness (development of ="trms">symbiotic reciprocal dependency)
(='at'>@="nms">apass, the tale we say in artistic research environment='lgc'>:) critical feedback='lgc'> = 'making ill’ of one another, is an effective forms of opening up ="trms">anxieties which can be ="trms">interpreted and worked through ='lgc'>='lgc'>==> to become independent (="trms">integration) and to leave
='lgc'>}='lgc'>=/=='lgc'>{ to acknowlede our highly immature and ‘sick’ but deeply gratifying ="trms">symbiotic mode of relatedness with the other (dis="trms">integration) (in ="ppl">Searles's terms='lgc'>: our efforts in keeping the other person crazy)
='strcls'>*how can we develop ='strcls'>*untherapeutic ="trms">techniques='strcls'>* of critical relatedness='qstn'>?
='strcls'>*how can we face our own conflict between desires to help (the student to become better ="trms">integrated, that is more mature and healthy) and desires to destroy (the student in the state of poor ="trms">integration)='qstn'>? ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> ="trms">schizophrenic conditions of artistic feedback
="display:block;white-space:nowrap;margin-bottom:-1em;overflow:hidden;">...................................
مماس
="trms">schizophrenia='lgc'>: (a general understanding of all) content-thought disorder (='lgc'>=/= form of thought)
='strcls'>*the disease of cognitive abnormality ='lgc'>: abnormal sequential thinking='strcls'>*
='strcls'>*tangential thinking='strcls'>*
="lsts lst1">•disorganised thinking ='lgc'>='lgc'>==> disorganised speech
="lsts lst1">•mood disorders
="lsts lst1">•dementia
="lsts lst1">•mania
="lsts lst1">•clanging (="trms">situationally inappropriate as="trms">sociation of words based upon sound rather than concepts)
="lsts lst1">•echolalia (unsoli="trms">cited repetition of vocalizations made by another person)
="lsts lst1">•='lgc'>[='strcls'>*='lgc'>]tangentiality='lgc'>: deviation from relevancy; wandering train of thought, lack of focus, never returning to the initial topic ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> ='strcls'>*topic maintenance='strcls'>*
="lsts lst2">◦self-centered ="trms">social ="trms">responses
="lsts lst2">◦attention to one's own speech is overcome during the occurrence of cognition ='lgc'>='lgc'>==> evasive vocalized content
(="trms">language use”)
referential (for the sake of context)
="trms">poetic (for the sake of message)
emotive (for the sake of addresser)
conative (for the sake of addressee)
pathic (for the sake of ="trms">interaction)
="trms"nttrm="metaph,metamorph,metabol,metal">meta="trms">lingual (for the sake of itself)
="display:block;white-space:nowrap;margin-bottom:-1em;overflow:hidden;">...................................
="large lg10" stl="font-size:103%">
="prgrph">-the concept of “wearing” from ="ppl">Alberti (prehispanic South America)
="prgrph">-the concept of “mask” from ="ppl">Mohaghegh (post="trms">modern Middle East)
="prgrph">-the concept of “style” from ="ppl">="ppl">="trms"nttrm="search">Archer (post-industrial Britain)
='lgc'>[these theories are very helpful for me and import-rich for re="trms">imagining subjectivity. ="ppl">Alberti committed to ="trms">anthropology, ="ppl">Mohaghegh to the philosophical, ="ppl">="ppl">="trms"nttrm="search">Archer to ="trms">sociology='lgc'>]
="display:block;white-space:nowrap;margin-bottom:-1em;overflow:hidden;">...................................
slave='lgc'>: a person attached by law and by custom to the identity of another individual ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> ‘="trms">social death’ of slavery (as legal nonperson ='lgc'>='lgc'>==> alienation) ='lgc'>[in academic ="trms">literature comparative study of slavery='lgc'>], slavery as a substitute for death in war
='lgc'>--shift='lgc'>='lgc'>--> (the concept that) slaves might influence the tastes, the ="trms">language, the actions, and even the ideas of their masters
acknowl="trms"nttrm="knowledge,Knowledge">edgement of ="trms">presence ='lgc'>=/= significance in ="trms">relation to ="trms">history
(A. Lee on) the African dimension of the genesis of the Babi ="trms">religion
((oral sources for) the recovery of) subaltern ="trms">histories in ="nms">Iran ='lgc'>[erased from ="trms">historical ="trms">memory='lgc'>]
='lgc'>='lgc'>--> deep resentment of “the ="trms">presence in ="nms">Iran of an ‘Other’ that does not conform to the ="trms">imagined ="nms">Iranian Self”
unblemished national selfhood
purity fetishism of... ='lgc'><='lgc'>== ='strcls'>*purity deeply rooted in ="trms">religion='strcls'>* ='lgc'>[='qstn'>?='lgc'>]
="display:block;white-space:nowrap;margin-bottom:-1em;overflow:hidden;">...................................
(issues) politics of liberation='lgc'>:
="lsts lst1">•that liberal democracy requires common basis for culture and ="trms">society
="lsts lst1">•identity politics='lgc'>:
="lsts lst2">◦“the most profound and potentially most radical politics come directly out of our own identity, as opposed to working to end somebody else's oppression” (Eisenstein)
="lsts lst2">◦invites people to stay in, to look inward, to obsess over the body and the self, to surround themselves with a moral forcefield to protect their ="trms">worldview
="lsts lst2">◦a particular identity is opposing all people who belong to a particular identity
="lsts lst2">◦naming and claiming lived experience, and the ="trms">authority arising from that
="lsts lst2">◦='lgc'>[no more='qstn'>?='lgc'>] sexual orientation (that it is now only about disrupting the mainstream)
="lsts lst2">◦(in the context of cultural negotiations) ='strcls'>*strategic essentialism='strcls'>*='lgc'>: (despise strong ="trms">differences in ="trms">members of) minorities to temporarily “essentialize” themselves (forward their group identity) in a simplified way to achieve certain goals, to use hegemonic discourses to reform the understanding of “universal” goals
="lsts lst2">◦class-based politics are identity politics
="lsts lst2">◦to bring people together based on a shared aspect of their identity ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> fail to examine ="trms">differences among themselves
='strcls'>*solidar[...]