[...]="trms">heritance (='lgc'><='lgc'>-- ='mywrk'>my research)


somatize our oppression. ='at'>@="frds scrmbld">Hoda

“what we must begin to give voice to as ="trms">scientists and feminists is that there is no such thing, or place, as underneath it all.” (="ppl">Leigh ="ppl">="ppl">Star)
(='at'>@="nms">apass) locus for research='lgc'>: us who speak to each other is the changing, moving, complex web of our ="trms">interactions, in light of the ="trms">language, power structures, ="trms">natural environments (="trms">internal and external), and beliefs that weave it in time


="large lg2" stl="font-size:112%"> ='at'>@="frds scrmbld">Marialena, (strategies emerging from/for) ...feminists to begin with the ="trms">heritage of names in a patriarchal voice


Museum of Comparative ="trms">Zoology


='strcls'>* facts are theory laden ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> theories are value laden ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> values are ="trms">history laden ='strcls'>*

="lsts lst1">•="trms">animal model research is full of illogical shoddy evidence and special pleading (Lila Leibowitz ='and'>& Ruth Bleier)
="lsts lst1">•="trms">relations of aggression and gender (Freda Salzman)
="lsts lst1">•similarities in ="trms">sociobiology and bio="trms">sociology (Marian Lowe ='and'>& Ruth Habbard)
="lsts lst1">•lateralization in ="trms">neurophysiology (="ppl">Leigh ="ppl">="ppl">Star)
="lsts lst1">•medicalization of moral-political issues through transsexual surgery (Janice Raymond)

="lsts lst1">•='strcls'>**everything is a cultural institution='strcls'>** (="trms">animal studies applied to humans, ="trms">science is a cultural institution)
="lsts lst1">•up="trms"nttrm="righ,rigo,riga,rigi,trig,rign">right stance and times of divergence between ape and hominid lines have been arenas of mortal combat in evolutionary theory more than once


how ="trms">science becomes official

“evidence becomes a hero of mine”

the heavy hero's burden of telling the hard truth ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> a ="trms">story sold well in ="nms">iran's intellectualism
(i have become ="trms">interested instead in extended bibliographies, ='strcls'>*to see our alternatives='strcls'>*)


خیس خیس

="trms">language plays a major role in generating reality ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> what plays major role in generating reality and legitimator of new realities in ="nms">iran='qstn'>?

research ="trms">question of ="trms">storytelling='lgc'>:
='strcls'>***what are the rules of ="trms">interpretation that make any ="trms">story unequivocally ="trms"nttrm="already,spread">readable='qstn'>?


(="ppl">="ppl">Haraway shows) the ="trms">epistemological and political problems of humanism and realism latent (or patent) in feminism


="large lg1" stl="font-size:127%"> two things i am teaching myself (since 3 or 4 years)='lgc'>:
="lstsrd">1- how to hold someone else's speech ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> دیگری چه گفت؟
="lstsrd">2- how to sustain a discussion ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> چطور بحث را عوض نکردن؟


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='strcls'>*bad geography='lgc'>: insult, tohin, similar to trauma, they don't have an concret external object (yet they create them), it is a register of an event, ="trms">affectual implosion of a percept
insult dones't exist out there, (tohin kardan vojud khareji nadarad), it is in the inside ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> is that why ="nms">tasavof works and labors with insult='qstn'>?

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(also in ="nms">apass, dancers and choreographers, are the ="trms">children of ="trms">modernism art of De Kooning) reaching inward to find within the body that ="trms">sublime thing (="ppl">Deleuze calls) the ='strcls'>*figural='strcls'>* ='lgc'>[='lgc'>=/= (="nms">iranian miniature's) ="trms">sublimity of the in="trms">finite (='lgc'><='lgc'>-- ="frds scrmbld">Aela testing this, under ‘mysticism'='lgc'>='lgc'>~-> state of constant openness ='lgc'>==> transformative ="trms">relation between self and other)='lgc'>]

we can trace the (seductive power of) fana فنا in contemporary media art (="frds scrmbld">Hoda's ="trms">sublime digital-rhythmic ="trms">embodiments='qstn'>? ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> transcendental desires remain ="trms">questionable)

doctrine of the minimal='lgc'>: smallest unit is the atom or point ='lgc'>=/=
doctrine of Zaher/Baten='lgc'>: smallest unit is the ="trms">fold='strcls'>*** ='lgc'>==> ="trms">zoo="trms">morphic ="trms">writing, in="trms">finitesimal

(mysticism='lgc'>:) a ="trms">system of ="trms">measurement based (not on the point, rather) on the ="trms">fold

="ppl">="ppl">Star Trek ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> extensive universe of the in="trms">finite ='lgc'>=/=
="nms">tasavof ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> intensive universe of the in="trms">finitesimal

apotropaic, turning away evil ='lgc'>='lgc'>~=
="trms">memory sticks, ward off the fear of ="trms">data loss

...the letter ceases to be a ='strcls'>*figure='strcls'>* and becomes a ='strcls'>*field='strcls'>*

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='at'>#comparative ="trms"nttrm="already,spread">reading of Hedayat's The Bene="trms">dictions (Afringan آفرینگان) and ="ppl">Sohrevardi's ghorbat gharbia (رساله غربةالغربیة)

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='at'>@="frds scrmbld"nttrm="Alice,Shariati">Ali's knowl="trms"nttrm="knowledge,Knowledge">edge is like ‘face recognition’ (='lgc'>~ cannot say how he cognizes a “know” yet he does)
="frds scrmbld"nttrm="Alice,Shariati">Ali='lgc'>: daneshe hozuri ='lgc'>+ politics (which is a secular know="trms"nttrm="knowledge,Knowledge">edge, Sachlich, based on scales, ="trms">measures, and divisions)
='strcls'>*intellect (='qstn'>? can never be merely='lgc'>:)
non-pro="trms">positional knowl="trms"nttrm="knowledge,Knowledge">edge ='lgc'>='lgc'>~= daneshe hozuri دانش حضوری
='lgc'>='lgc'>~-> ='thdf'>the idea of non-mediation and direct awareness ='lgc'>='lgc'>~-> ="trms">internal ="trms">memory (='lgc'>='lgc'>~->='qstn'>? belief)
='lgc'>=/= descriptive knowl="trms"nttrm="knowledge,Knowledge">edge, pro="trms">positional knowl="trms"nttrm="knowledge,Knowledge">edge, knowl="trms"nttrm="knowledge,Knowledge">edge of pro="trms">positions (“know-that”) ='lgc'>='lgc'>~-> explicit knowing ='lgc'><='lgc'>-- why am i practicing this='qstn'>? (i say things like “this is this...”) and yet not transfering without the ‘knowing subject’ (depending on close ="trms">interaction, shared understanding, trust, and even ="trms">love. in combination with my performances that are like that, thinking on the fly ='lgc'>=/= storage and retrieval of conceptual knowl="trms"nttrm="knowledge,Knowledge">edge) ='lgc'>[in ="nms">ajayeb.net i pretend i am ="trms">coding ="trms">articulated knowl="trms"nttrm="knowledge,Knowledge">edge in explicit aggregation and appropriable without the ‘knowing subject’ but it is not. it is also part of something personal, distributive, and contextual='lgc'>], ='lgc'>[my education in setar was tacit and cognitive apprenticeship, ="trms">situated cognition,='lgc'>]
='lgc'>=/= “know-how”, procedural knowl="trms"nttrm="knowledge,Knowledge">edge, tacit ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> ="trms">embodied characteristic of the expert who acts without explicitly reflecting on conditions of its involvement (body's nervous ="trms">system ='lgc'>+ endocrine ="trms">system دستگاه درون‌ریز)
“know-who” (knowl="trms"nttrm="knowledge,Knowledge">edge of ="trms">networks)


(="ppl">="ppl">Gibson's) affordance ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> ="trms">relational account of perception (='lgc'>=/= en="trms">coding of environmental features into the perceiver's mind), preconditions for activity

(effects ='lgc'>=/=) effectivity='lgc'>: abilities that determines what one could do and the ="trms">interactions that could take place

‘perceived affordance’='lgc'>: perception of an object's utility ='lgc'>=/= object's itself

affordance ='lgc'><='lgc'>--='qstn'>?='lgc'>='lgc'>--> mental re="trms">presentations (models, schemata, etc.)

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='at'>#idea for a performance for ghorbat gharbia
one performer eyes closed in a room or laboratory research lab speaking the text while engaging through touch (throwing, fixing, putting, dropping) with the ="trms">different optics and ="trms">technologies, objects and ="trms">positioned tools in the room (color, catapult, optical ="trms">systems, laser, array of transparencies and opacities, etc.)
performer='lgc'>: ="frds">Sina
director='lgc'>: ="frds scrmbld">Foad

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(pre="trms">historic)
your mother='lgc'>: violence
your father='lgc'>: tool
='lgc'>==> human

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="ppl">Geroulanos on emergence of an atheism disengaged from humanism during the second quarter of the 20th century

1925 to 1950

...in nonsecular horizon of existence and thought
conceptual reorganization of human in atheism

="large lg4" stl="font-size:111%"> (19th century was marked by) “death of god” = man after the era of catastrophe ='lgc'>: the age of ="trms">World War I, the rise of Nazism, Stalinism, ="trms">World War II, and the immediate postwar period

(philosophical and political) centrality of man='lgc'> = a conception dating to ="ppl">Descartes and proceeding through the tradition of ="trms">natural law, the Enlightenment, the French Revolution, and nineteenth-century liberalism and ="ppl">Marxism

rejection of central premises of post-Enlightenment, liberal, and ="trms">socia="trms"nttrm="listen,alist,ilist,llist,olist,ylist,ulist">list European thought

(how='qstn'>?) approach anew the ="trms">codes addressing human life and significance

new nonhumanist atheism came to be expressed at ="trms">different times in existentia="trms"nttrm="listen,alist,ilist,llist,olist,ylist,ulist">list, hyper-ethical, or cynical terms, in nondoctrinaire ="trms">socia="trms"nttrm="listen,alist,ilist,llist,olist,ylist,ulist">list, reactionary, ultra="trms">modernist, or even down="trms"nttrm="righ,rigo,riga,rigi,trig,rign">right antipolitical principles

="large lg5" stl="font-size:121%"> (shift away from classical atheism and humanism ='lgc'><==) three movements='lgc'>:
="lstsrd">1. an ='strcls'>*atheism that would not be humanist='strcls'>* ='lgc'>: an atheism mistrustful of secular دنيوى, egalitarian تساوى, and transformative commitments
="lstsrd">2. a ='strcls'>*negative philosophical ="trms">anthropology='strcls'>*
="lstsrd">3. ='strcls'>*critiques of humanism='strcls'>*


(1)
(traditionally) atheism='lgc'> = secularism ='lgc'>+ humanism
absence of god in 19th century thinkers ="ppl">Feuerbach, Comte, ="ppl">Marx, Proudhon='lgc'>:
='lgc'>='lgc'>--> possibility of a good life and proper ="trms">society
="lsts lst1">•="ppl">Feuerbach's ="trms">anthropotheism='lgc'>: “god='lgc'> = projection of human ="trms">nature ="trms">onto the heavens,” nothing more than man's re="trms">presentation of his own essence ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> the task of the ="trms">modern era was the realization and humanization of god ='lgc'>: (transformation and dissolution of) theology ='lgc'>--into='lgc'>='lgc'>--> ="trms">anthropology
="lsts lst1">•Comte='lgc'>: ="trms">positivist project for ="trms">science and knowl="trms"nttrm="knowledge,Knowledge">edge ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> ="trms">religion of humanity, explicitly ="trms">religious atheism
="lsts lst1">•Pro[...]