[...]s during the time of the ="trms">Greeks and Romans ='lgc'>: culture's value of the human body ='lgc'>==> machine used for amusement

='strcls'>**="trms">narcissistic investment (of ="trms">interest) in the body protects against sub="trms">mission to the machine='strcls'>** ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> conceived no longer as plaything but as his own prosthetic extension

movement of fantasmatization

="large lg2" stl="font-size:111%"> to fantasize aggression='lgc'> = to turn it around upon oneself

guild='lgc'>: the currency of the father function

both genders (at the beginning) are phallically aggressive when it comes to mother


="ppl">Kafka and de Sade despised the body for its limitations and boundaries

body (which is always also the maternal body) comes only to its mutilation ='lgc'>[='lgc'>~ skinning='lgc'>], rebuilding, and reanimation ='lgc'>[="trms"nttrm="righ,rigo,riga,rigi,trig,rign">rig='lgc'>]


body has been left behind in the wake of its media-="trms">technical range ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> it can no longer be plugged back into any so-called ='strcls'>*sensorium='strcls'>* or ='strcls'>*corpus='strcls'>*


media ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> (from the point of view of) identification with the dead ='lgc'>[='at'>#="trms"nttrm="righ,rigo,riga,rigi,trig,rign">rig ='at'>#nonhuman='lgc'>]='lgc'>='lgc'>--> every medium acquires its only prosthetic aim on a target range of ='strcls'>*projection='strcls'>* and ='strcls'>*haunting='strcls'>*


media-="trms">technical innovation

3D animation industry ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> new modes of disposal of the dead
="prgrph">-not on the side of life


phantasm of the missing ="trms">child
(retro="trms">fashion and charge of ="trms">child abuse)
="trms">modern military ='lgc'>+ ='strcls'>*="trms">techno-mediatic expansion='strcls'>*

="trms">memory pictures
tableaux vivants


="trms">technologization
massification
teenagerization ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> totally SM, friendly, cool, into being popular

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the spaces between decent bodies

='at'>#waiting for render='lgc'>: ="trms">relations between hacker as organism and the computing ="trms">beast
what is being processed='qstn'>? ="trms">intra-actions of both CPU and gut.
='strcls'>*waiting for a slow render to finish, i used to enjoy the process. unfinished renders, slow computers, lag, and queer forms of waiting

='lgc'>[title='lgc'>]
/waiting bodies and slow computing
/="trms">differentiated constitutions of the waiting body and the nunhuman computational labor

com="trms">positional waiting ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> ="ppl">="ppl">Stewart's attunement

the labor of the CPU, the graphical ="trms">interfance, and the waiting body of the hacker are in an orientation (='lgc'>='lgc'>--> what am i asking here='qstn'>?)


(="ppl">Alberti='lgc'>: among the Matis) the practice of ‘curare watching’ (the hours spent observing the process in ="trms">excess of practical necessity) ='lgc'>["waiting,” looking at unfinished render...='lgc'>] is fundamental to the efficacy of the poison ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> the physical and mental experience of making something has an impact on its ultimate properties

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='at'>#a comparative software study='lgc'>: principles of ="trms">worlding in Maya/Blener, Softimage, Houdini

which de="trms">finitions are postponed='qstn'>?
="lsts lst1">•objective='lgc'>: that which is instantly defined
="lsts lst1">•subjective='lgc'>: that which its de="trms">finition is postponed

change='lgc'>--='lgc'>{time, space, ="trms">matter='lgc'>}='lgc'>='lgc'>-->
touch='lgc'>--='lgc'>{time, space, ="trms">matter='lgc'>}='lgc'>='lgc'>--> ="trms">data flow

in Maya
re="trms">presentation is postponed ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> subjective mode of Maya ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> an sculptura="trms"nttrm="listen,alist,ilist,llist,olist,ylist,ulist">list ="trms">ontology='qstn'>?

in Softimage
the distinction between spatiotemporal modifiers is postponed ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> dynamics paradigm='qstn'>?
(the viewport partial renderer in Softimage is part of the ="trms">phenomenological experience of enacted ="trms">interface ='lgc'>=/= Maya's renderer pops up in another window) 4697942

in Houdini
the de="trms">finition of the onject is postponed

='strcls'>*which ="trms">differences are delayed in ="trms">different 3D software applications='qstn'>?
(the difficulties of clean ="trms">translation between them)

(when I was working as a 3D genera="trms"nttrm="listen,alist,ilist,llist,olist,ylist,ulist">list I always reworked the default scence, setting up ="trms"nttrm="righ,rigo,riga,rigi,trig,rign">rigs to begin with...)
begining with='lgc'>:
="lsts lst1">•void
="lsts lst1">•camera
="lsts lst1">•light
="lsts lst1">•chaos
="lsts lst1">•soup
="lsts lst1">•turtle's back
="lsts lst1">•absolute ="trms">geometry
="lsts lst1">•ornament
="lsts lst1">•


how the Latin ="trms">language in software ="trms">interfaces dominates the mode of thinking and conditions synthesis='qstn'>?
="lsts lst1">•how, for example, a ="trms">Farsi inhabiter might ="trms">craft a ="trms">different spatial synthesis in terms of a ="trms">different ="trms">linguistic ="trms">ontology='qstn'>?
='lgc'>[b ='lgc'>+ a='lgc'> = ba='lgc'>] ='lgc'>=/= ='lgc'>[آ ='lgc'>+ ب ='lgc'>='lgc'>~=> با='lgc'>] ='lgc'>{a ="trms">different effect='lgc'>}
="lsts lst1">•="trms">interface ="trms">question
="lsts lst1">•="trms">phenomenological ="trms">question
="lsts lst1">•in ="trms">Farsi the joint attachments undergo trans="trms">figuration, ="trms">different ="trms">viscous ="trms">relational property, adhesion refigured

what would be an ="trms">interesting ="trms">interface ="trms">question posed to each of the 3D softwares='qstn'>?

one ="trms">language ='lgc'>='lgc'>---='lgc'>{Bauhaus='qstn'>? De Stijl='qstn'>? nasta'ligh نستعلیق='qstn'>?='lgc'>}='lgc'>--to='lgc'>='lgc'>--> another ="trms">language

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painfully queer


='strcls'>*="trms">questions for my ="nms">ajayeb's ="trms"nttrm="righ,rigo,riga,rigi,trig,rign">Rigs and pop-up ="trms">book='lgc'>:
my ="trms"nttrm="righ,rigo,riga,rigi,trig,rign">rigs and pop-up ="trms">book are descriptive concepts, that means='lgc'>: they obtain their meaning by reference to a particular physical ="trms">apparatus ='lgc'>==>='qstn'>? a constructed cut between the object and the ="trms">agencies of observation
="lsts lst1">•pop-up ="trms">book='lgc'>: an ="trms">instrument with fixed parts ='lgc'>==> concept of “="trms">position”
="lsts lst1">•="trms"nttrm="righ,rigo,riga,rigi,trig,rign">Rigs on the other hand tries not to ex="trms"nttrm="cluster,club">clude other concepts such as “momentum” from having meaning
='lgc'>='lgc'>--> ="nms">ajayeb's variables require an ="trms">instrument with moveable parts for their de="trms">finition (='qstn'>?)
='strcls'>*ex="trms">="trms"nttrm="cluster,club">clusions (= physical ='and'>& conceptual constraints) are co-constitutive='strcls'>*
='strcls'>*objectivity (= possibility of unambiguous ="trms">communication, boundry ="trms">articulations) ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> reference must be made to bodies in order for concepts to have meaning (='qstn'>?)='strcls'>*
="lsts lst1">•my ="trms"nttrm="righ,rigo,riga,rigi,trig,rign">Rigs and ="trms">books are about how discursive practices are related to ="trms">material ="trms">phenomena

(='strcls'>*)="trms"nttrm="already,spread">reading='lgc'>: “text” is the ="trms">interface between the matrialization of “reality” and subjectivation of “="trms"nttrm="already,spread">reader” ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> inseparability of ="trms">language and reality in ="nms">ajayeb
(“We are suspended in ="trms">language in such a way that we cannot say what is up and what is down, The word ‘reality’ is also a word, a word which we must learn to use correctly.” Petersen < ="ppl">="ppl">Barad)

="nms">ajayeb's iterative processes of ="trms">materialization

عجایب نامه ='lgc'>=/= ="trms">imagined and idealized human-independent reality
="nms">ajayeb's ="trms">stories of ="trms">historically nunhuman people

in ="nms">ajayeb's descriptive ="trms">intra-actions with reality, humans and ="trms">language are part of the configuaration or ongoing reconfiguring of the ="trms">world, that is ="trms">phenomena


we cannot so easily answer where the ="trms">apparatus “ends”

="lsts lst1">•(but again, how can I answer) which ="trms">ontological practices are ="trms">embodied (or embeded) in (the productive and constraining dimension of regulatory) ="trms">apparatuses of my ="nms">ajayeb='qstn'>? (="trms"nttrm="righ,rigo,riga,rigi,trig,rign">rigs, hypertext, pop-up, etc.)
="lsts lst1">•(resisting the anti-="trms">="trms"nttrm="metaph,metamorph,metabol,metal">metaphysics legacy) how can I keep insisting on accountability for the particular ex="trms">="trms"nttrm="cluster,club">clusions that are enacted in (my) ="nms">ajayeb and taking up the ="trms">responsibility to perpetually contest and rework the boundries (of my objectivities)='qstn'>?


(='strcls'>*)effect='lgc'>: marks left on the ="trms">agencies of observation


enacted ='lgc'>=/= having
(="trms">agency is the ="trms">matter of enactment not something that one ‘has’)

(='strcls'>*)dis="trms">articulation='lgc'>: the ="trms">question of who/what gets to be ="trms">imagined (and in which way)


(="ppl">="ppl">Barad's sentences are long in a way for the ="trms"nttrm="already,spread">reader to feel all those particular words in one breath)


(in medical practices) the machine becomes the ="trms">interface between the objectification of the spacific body under experience (for example the fetus) and subjectivation of the ="trms">technician, physicianm engineer, and ="trms">scientist.

...some ="trms">ontologies='lgc'>:
="lsts lst1">•classical rea="trms"nttrm="listen,alist,ilist,llist,olist,ylist,ulist">list='lgc'>: ="trms">posit some fixed notion of being that is ="trms">prior to signification
="lsts lst1">•="ppl">Kantian transcendentalism='lgc'>: being completely inaccessible to ="trms">language
="lsts lst1">•="trms">linguistic monism='lgc'>: being completely of ="trms">language
="lsts lst1">•="ppl">="ppl">Baradian ="trms">agential realism='lgc'>: ="trms">phenomena are constitutive of reality


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kinetic, energies expressed in variables


="large lg4" stl="font-size:110%"> ="trms">integrated de="trms">finitions='lgc'>:
="lsts lst1">•movements of an isolated body
="lsts lst1">•in detachment with the rest of the ="trms">world
="lsts lst1">•linear function of time
="lsts lst1">•all energy is kinetic
="lsts lst1">•value of “potential energy” is zero


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="trms"nttrm="metaph,metamorph,metabol,metal">metal="trms"nttrm="failure,blur,plur,lurk,tallur,slur">lurgy concerns ="trms">matter in movement

="large lg5" stl="font-size:112%"> ="trms">matter-flow

what about the 3D hacker='qstn'>? what is in flow='qstn'>?

form is ever-emergent ='lgc'>=/= pre-determined ='lgc'>='lgc'>-->='qstn'>? default


='lgc'>[="ppl">Alberti on northwest Argentina first millennium ceramic vessels:='lgc'>] potters’ bodies were shaped irrevocably by their ="trms">skilled practice
objects they made were never complete ='lgc'>==> they were aligned with others’ concerns ='lgc'>==> they were drawn into potters’ ="trms">social identities ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> int[...]