[...]cal dis="trms">positions ='lgc'>+ physiological processes


S="trms">childer's model of ="nms">body image
="trms">social and ="trms">interpersonal attachments and investments, as well as libidinal energy, from a major part of one's self-image and conception of the body (='lgc'>--="ppl">Grosz='lgc'>='lgc'>--> more amenable to the kind of ="trms">socio="trms">historical and cultural analysis of the body feminists are ="trms">interested in)
='strcls'>*body schema='lgc'>: experience of the “unity of the body” (self-appearance of the body), an anticipatory plan of (future) action in which a knowl="trms"nttrm="knowledge,Knowledge">edge of the body's current ="trms">position and capacities for action must be registered, perception ='lgc'>+ mental pictures ='lgc'>+ re="trms">presentations
='strcls'>*image of the human body='lgc'> = the picture of our own body which we form in our mind
='lgc'>--="ppl">Freud='lgc'>='lgc'>--> somatic compliance='lgc'>: the organic body's amenability تمايل to psychical takeover, (impelled by the organic dist="trms"nttrm="disturban">urbance) psychological processes take over and ='strcls'>*adopt the biological dist="trms"nttrm="disturban">urbance as their own and utilize it to epress psychical whishes and significances='strcls'>* (both conscious and unconscious)

whenever difficulty occurs regarding the recognition of ="trms">different parts of the body (or the ="trms">position of the body) it occurs not only in the subject's self-perception but also always in the perception of other's bodies as well (='lgc'><='lgc'>-- is that why i perceive other bodies in the street like i do='qstn'>? my ="trms">relation with ="trms">fashion, blondies)

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amputation of moveable functional extremities (almost every part of the body) ='lgc'>='lgc'>==> ="nms">phantom limb (='lgc'><='lgc'>-- Weir ="ppl">Mitchell)

='lgc'>{the greater the passage of time since the amputation, the more distorted and phantomlike the sensations become:='lgc'>}
loss of the eye ='lgc'>='lgc'>==> ='qstn'>?
loss of the rectum='lgc'>='lgc'>==> ='qstn'>?
loss of parts of the face ='lgc'>='lgc'>==> ='qstn'>?
loss of the penic ='lgc'>='lgc'>==> phantom errection ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> phantom orgasm

case of medical clitoridectomies (to cure “chronic masturbation” in women) in the 19th century (and still today) ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> the psychoanalytic understanding of female sexuality as castrated ='lgc'>='lgc'>==> surgical removal of an organ al="trms"nttrm="already,spread">ready designated as lacking is not registered='qstn'>? ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> the nigmatic paradoxical status of the female body ='lgc'>: (vagina, cervix, clitoris, and other) female sexual organs al="trms"nttrm="already,spread">ready ='strcls'>**="trms">codified paradoxically as “missing” organs='strcls'>**

body phantom ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> ='strcls'>*distorted='strcls'>* (='lgc'>=/= an image of the limb which is now ='strcls'>*absent='strcls'>*)

the phantom moves spontaneously in ="trms">accordance with the movement of the rest of the body and is sometimes amenable to voluntary movement
='strcls'>*="nms">phantom limb ='lgc'>='lgc'>==> artificial limb ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> prosthesis='strcls'>* (it is only through the controlled use of the phantom that the artificial limb can gradually take the place of the lost limb)

various psychical mechanism='lgc'>:
="lsts lst1">•a displacement of sensory experience from the limb (now missing)
="lsts lst1">•the phantom
="lsts lst1">•the denial that the amputation has taken place
="lsts lst1">•process of disavowal
="lsts lst1">•

="nms">phantom limb='lgc'>:
="lsts lst1">•is felt to be a living, moving organic part of the body in coordination with the rest of the body
="lsts lst1">•behaves as if it were autonomous, with qualities and requirements of its own
='lgc'>{reality of the ="nms">phantom limb ='lgc'>=/= perceptual reality='lgc'>}='lgc'>='lgc'>==> (patient's) ambivalent contradictory experience

...it is the object of sensory, tactile, optical attention

='strcls'>*artist='lgc'> = amputee avows two realities='lgc'>:
="lstsrd">1. the reality of a living limb
="lstsrd">2. the reality of its destruction
='lgc'>}='lgc'>='lgc'>--> these two “limbs” occupy the same space and time ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> ='strcls'>**one the ghostly double of the other's absence='strcls'>** ='lgc'>[='lgc'>~ condition of the art='lgc'>] ='at'>@="ppl">Mohaghegh

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='strcls'>****the phantom='lgc'>: expression of nostalgia for the unity and wholeness of the body (its completion)='strcls'>****='lgc'> = a psychical delegate ='lgc'>='lgc'>==> physical ='lgc'>+ psychical wound and scar in the amputation or surgical ="trms">intervension into any part of the body
='lgc'>[='strcls'>*='lgc'>]phantom='lgc'>: ="trms">narcissistic reassertion of the limb's ="trms">presence in the face of its manifest biological loss ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> (an attempt to preserve) the subject's ="trms">narcissistic sense of bodily wholeness ='lgc'>[='lgc'>--="ppl">Lacan='lgc'>='lgc'>--> an images developed through the mirror ="trms">stage='lgc'>]
='lgc'>='lgc'>--> artist's dream and ="trms">relation to the wound(= cumbersome ="trms">narcissistic compensation for the broken unity of the biological body) ='at'>@="frds scrmbld">Elen
='at'>#archive='lgc'>: a psychical attempt to reactivate a ="trms">past ="nms">body image in place of the ="trms">present reality ='lgc'>[='lgc'>='lgc'>--> how can we accept the reality='qstn'>? ='at'>@="frds scrmbld">Pierre, ="frds">Sina, ="frds scrmbld">Hoda,='lgc'>]

(="ppl">Grosz raising the general ="trms">question of='lgc'>:) the status of the ='strcls'>*="nms">body image of woman='strcls'>*='lgc'>--insofar as women are considered and consider themselves to have suffered an amputation (implied by castration) more debilitating than most ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> ='strcls'>*do women have a phantom phallus='qstn'>?='strcls'>* what is the women's status of a fantasized amputation='qstn'>?

="ppl">Grosz='lgc'>: “amputee's ="trms">relations to the ="nms">phantom limb ='lgc'>=='qstn'>?! woman's mourning for what has been lost (the freedom, self-determination, autonomy ="trms">accorded to the male body, etc. ='at'>#="nms">harem)”
='lgc'>='lgc'>--> ='strcls'>***until female genitals (women's bodies) are inscribed and lived (by the subject and by others) as a ="trms">positivity, there will always remain paradoxes and upsetting implication for any notion of femininity='strcls'>***



infant's body not yet a self-contained entity, not yet distinct and separate from the ="trms">world ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> ="trms">child='lgc'>: a body and its various sensations are projected ="trms">onto the ="trms">world, and conversly the ="trms">world and its vicis="trms">situdes are introjected into the body of the subject-to-be ='lgc'>='lgc'>==> ="trms">child='lgc'>: slowly and gradually the ="nms">body image IS constructed and invested in ="trms">stages of libidinal developement='lgc'>:
="lsts lst1">•oral ="trms">stage ='lgc'>='lgc'>==> mouth
="lsts lst1">•anal ="trms">stage ='lgc'>='lgc'>==> anus
="lsts lst1">•
each ="trms">stage augmenting and reorienting the preceding ="trms">stages='lgc'>: anal take over the intensity of the oral, but the mouth remains significant even it no longer dominates the ="trms">child's sensations ='lgc'>='lgc'>==> each ="trms">stage participants in the production and ="trms">differentiation of the ="nms">body image)

libidinalization of bodily zones, organs, and functions ='lgc'>==builds='lgc'>='lgc'>==> ="nms">body image particular form

="trms">child's body, an al="trms"nttrm="already,spread">ready sexually designated body (which culture's desires, wishes, fears, hopes are projected and ="trms">internalized, mother/nurturer's successes and fai="trms"nttrm="failure,blur,plur,lurk,tallur,slur">lures, ambitions and disappointments are most ="trms"nttrm="already,spread">readily projected and played out='lgc'> = sources for self-worth and sexual value)

='lgc'>[='strcls'>*='lgc'>]puberty='lgc'>: greatest discord between the ="nms">body image (psychical idealized self-image) and the lived body (bodily changes) ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> the adolescent body is commonly experienced as awkward, alienating, an undesired biological im="trms">position ='lgc'>: ='strcls'>*pubertal developement (date of teenagehood) ='lgc'>='lgc'>==> philosophical desire to transcend corporeality and its urges='strcls'>*

="prgrph">-it is only in adolescence that it becomes clear (wanted or not) that the subject has a sexual ="trms">position (='lgc'>~ genital ="trms">position)
="prgrph">-during puberty, gentials and secondary sexual characteristics become de="trms">finitive objects of consciousness and only bit by bit acquire re="trms">presentation in the ="nms">body image

='strcls'>***in the refusal of sexual roles ordinated by heterosexuality,(for example gay men and lesbians) ='lgc'>='lgc'>-->
="lsts lst1">•may ="trms">perversely cling to p="trms"nttrm="already,spread">readolescent ="nms">body images (='lgc'>='lgc'>--> to remain ambiguous regarding the ="trms">differences between the sexes)
="lsts lst1">•invest greater intensity in ="trms">erotogenic sites, making them the center of libidinal attention and ="trms">narcissistic investment (="frds scrmbld">Janina's room) (='lgc'>='lgc'>--> in effect reinscribing them in ='strcls'>*a mode of resistance='strcls'>*)
='lgc'>}='lgc'>='lgc'>--> oral, anal, sadistic impulses, tactility, scopophilia, “sexual ="trms">perversions” ='lgc'>=='qstn'>? (to emphasize and cultivate) a mode of defiance to heterosexist requirements
='lgc'>[='at'>@="frds">Sina, the images that i have been clinging to are in the ="nms">body image that i think i am refusing or inscribing='lgc'>: pony, unicorn, rainbow, skull, the ="trms">childish bracelet i found in the park, etc.='lgc'>]


ماليخوليا
hypochondria خودبيمارانگارى
a ="ppl">Freudian problem='lgc'>: to describe the ="trms">transference of libido from the external ="trms">world and ="trms">love objects to the subject's own body in illness
="prgrph">-treating nongenital zones as if they had taken on genital meaning='lgc'> = (in the case of hysteria) hysterogenic zone takes on a sexual, usually phallic, function
='strcls'>*hypochondria='lgc'>: chronic and abnormal ="trms">anxiety abour ="trms">imaginary ="trms">symptoms='lgc'> = a flight against ="trms">narcissim='strcls'>* (the individual defends himself against the libidinous overtension of the hypochondriac organ ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> to treat it like a foreign bosdy in the ="nms">body image)
='lgc'>[hypochondria ='lgc'>=/= ="trms">narcissim='lgc'>]
hypochondriac tries to expel from the ="nms">body image but cannot because the zone is overinvested with libido ='lgc'>=/= خوددگربینی depersonalization='lgc'> = psychical transformation of the ="nms">body image='strcls'>*, subject lose ="trms">interest in the whole body, they refuse or are afraid to invest any ="trms">narcissistic libido in the ="nms">body image
="prgrph">-depersonalization might account for the ="trms">phenomenon of out-of-body experience (the outside ="trms">world is also experienced as flat and disinvested از [...]