[...]ion for ="nms">apass)

“unconscious” and “psychodynamics” are ='strcls'>*fantasies that could be replaced with better ones='strcls'>*

(="ppl">Hillman's ="trms"nttrm="search">archetypal psychology) ='strcls'>**asks the psyche to move with its sickness into life='strcls'>**

(to discover) a sense of soul in the sufferings of Psychopathology ='lgc'>: ='strcls'>***something lives in me that is not of my own doing='strcls'>*** (='lgc'>='lgc'>--> demon, psychic force,,,) to take soul with one wherever one goes and to react to life in terms of this soul

="large lg2" stl="font-size:111%"> ="trms">symbolic meanings, insights, eros, body, craziness, the ='strcls'>*lower aspects of the gods='strcls'>* ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> the freedom to ="trms">imagine and to feel psychic reality

“inner reality” ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> called up by ego ='lgc'>==> individuality='lgc'> = to be peculiar, to be peculiarly what one is, with one's own odd patterns of ="trms"nttrm="search">archetypal ="trms">responses

='heart'>♥='strcls'>***we are never only persons; we are always also Mothers and Giants and Victims and Heroes and Sleeping Beauties='strcls'>*** (='lgc'><='lgc'>-- what i am learning from psychoanalysis)

the mythic appears within the ="trms">language, observation, and theories even of ="trms">science

recent attempts to move out of analysis='lgc'>: (='at'>@="frds scrmbld">Aela)
="lsts lst1">•group therapy
="lsts lst1">•sensitivity training (='lgc'>='lgc'>--> ="nms">apass)
="lsts lst1">•="trms">love-ins
="lsts lst1">•blowing-the-mind with ="trms">drugs
="lsts lst1">•

='lgc'>[='strcls'>*='lgc'>]analysis (is too potent) is too much a part of this century's self conception ='lgc'>--requirement='lgc'>='lgc'>--> of ego psychology
(='lgc'>[apollonic aim of enlightening consciousness ='lgc'>='lgc'>-->='lgc'>] enlightened ='strcls'>*egoization='strcls'>* of the psyche ='lgc'>=/= ='strcls'>*a darker and softer kind of life='strcls'>* ='lgc'>='lgc'>~-> end of ="trms">neurosis, end of analysis, end of consciousness...) analysis ='lgc'>--in-20th-century='lgc'>='lgc'>--> rediscovering the soul and reawakening its ="trms">imagination
(rethought ='lgc'>='lgc'>-->) ='lgc'>[='strcls'>*='lgc'>]analysis='lgc'>: essentially as ="trms">imaginative activity (or an activity of the ="trms">imaginal realm) as it plays through all of life ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> ='lgc'>[='thdf'>the idea of one's “="trms">fable” ='lgc'>~='lgc'>] ='strcls'>***what is the fantasy he has of what he does='qstn'>?='strcls'>***

analysis is an ='strcls'>*enactment='strcls'>*
enactment necessitates ='strcls'>*myth='strcls'>*='lgc'>: a tale about its ritual

mysogyny ='lgc'><='lgc'>-- manifestation of the western, protestant, ="trms">scientific, apollonic ego

='strcls'>****="ppl">Hillman (penetrating the analysis in ="trms">accordance with mythical perspective)='lgc'>:
='strcls'>*="trms">transference ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> ="trms">erotic='strcls'>*
='strcls'>*unconscious ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> ="trms">imaginal='strcls'>*
='strcls'>*="trms">neurosis ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> dionysian='strcls'>*

="prgrph">-what are the manifestations of ego in ="nms">ajayeb='qstn'>?

="prgrph">-please let's have a darker kind of light...



="large lg6" stl="font-size:117%"> (="ppl">Keats='lgc'>:) ="trms">world='lgc'> = the vale of soul-making ='lgc'>}='lgc'>==> you'll find out the use of the ="trms">world

(="ppl">Hillman='lgc'>:) psychoanalysis='lgc'>: something one learns through “analysis” ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> processes of the mind, heart, and soul (that were not in="trms"nttrm="cluster,club">cluded in the field of psychology in the ="trms">past century)

(Jung='lgc'>:) depth psychology='lgc'>: an ="trms">ontology of the soul based on ="trms"nttrm="search">archetypes

(a -logy that allows the) soul's speculative function


="ppl">Hillman proposing a deep uncertainty concerning the root ="trms">="trms"nttrm="metaph,metamorph,metabol,metal">metaphor, the true myth of the work (of analysis)

mystes
epoptes (an initiate in the Eleusinian mysteries; one who has attended the epopteia)
shaman
an initiator
guru of the body='strcls'>*

root ="trms">="trms"nttrm="metaph,metamorph,metabol,metal">metaphor of psychology (='qstn'>?)

(until 1700='lgc'>: pattern='lgc'> = patron) ='lgc'>--="ppl">Hillman='lgc'>='lgc'>--> to discover this pattern ='lgc'>[the general myth of our field='lgc'>]='lgc'> = to search for our patron='lgc'>: the father who creates and is the creative principle in us

='lgc'>[because='lgc'>] ='lgc'>[we are uncertain of what we are:='lgc'>] we are uncertain of our ="trms">author, from whom would come both our ="trms">authority and our authenticity

="large lg10" stl="font-size:100%"> tracing things back ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> preserves of the mother-="trms">childhood and family (dominanting psychology) ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> we come to her='lgc'>: ='strcls'>***="trms">materialism='lgc'> = maternalism (in acceptable disguise)='strcls'>***

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(with the critical ="trms">bestiaries magazine idea) is ='mywrk'>my work about defining a new mode of cultural discourse='qstn'>?

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="prgrph">-philosophy (like mathematics) is a ="trms">priori disciplines (or has an a ="trms">priori ="trms">methodology) at its core
="prgrph">-the posibility of ='strcls'>*true answers='strcls'>* for “artistic ="trms">questions”(='qstn'>?) ='lgc'>--='qstn'>? can anybody outside your field be made to care whether you're ="trms"nttrm="righ,rigo,riga,rigi,trig,rign">right='qstn'>?
a ="trms">priori ='lgc'>=/= ="trms">contingent
higher-order truths of...
self-supporting ="trms">community of experts (= ="trms">trap)
“philosophy is garbage, but the ="trms">history of garbage is scholarship” -Burton Dreben

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act of cultural and economic exchange
act of reciprocal exchange, of creative ="trms">mutuality (to benefit in a myriad of ways related to our professional status, our institutional ‘worth,’ the ="trms">social and cultural capital perceived to be attached to the ‘="trms">networks’ in which we operate)
='lgc'>[to ="trms">interrogate='lgc'>] concepts of artistic labor and value
time, labor, and the creative investment that was ="trms">embodied within ='lgc'>[the object that you make='lgc'>]
='lgc'>[you might start with='lgc'>] requiring a catalogue containing critical essays to institutionally ‘legitimate’ your exhibition ='lgc'>--yet='lgc'>='lgc'>--> sophisticated, playful and ="trms">interesting ways to comment on and engage
='strcls'>*numerous ways in which cultural forms (in this case contemporary art) are ="trms">simultaneously entangled in a number of spheres of meaning, value and mediation='strcls'>* ='lgc'>==> activate ongoing dialogue
='lgc'>[='strcls'>*='lgc'>]capita="trms"nttrm="listen,alist,ilist,llist,olist,ylist,ulist">list ="trms">marketplace='lgc'>:
="lsts lst1">•people in both established and emerging ‘global’ economies forced to fulfill their everyday needs
="lsts lst1">•‘the ="trms">market’ is ="trms">naturalised and reified within ="trms">social ="trms">relations in ways we don't necessarily always recognise or acknowl="trms"nttrm="knowledge,Knowledge">edge ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> suffused and ="trms">sublimated within creative production, our lexicon and ="trms">gestures
(19th century ="trms">anthropology's) ='thdf'>the idea of ='lgc'>[='strcls'>*='lgc'>]alterity='lgc'>: understanding how ‘other,’ ‘primitive’ ="trms">societies operated ‘outside’ of ="trms">modernity ='lgc'>--assumption='lgc'>='lgc'>--> ‘small scale’ ="trms">societies exchange (barter, gift exchange, and so on) would always, with evolution, give way to more ‘sophisticated’ means of trade
="lsts lst1">•Malinowski (study of the Kula ring) ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> form of producing and reifying power ="trms">relations
="lsts lst1">•Mauss (gift economies) ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> gifts as stand alone ="trms">systems ='lgc'>+ other kinds of economic structures
="lsts lst1">•="ppl">Strathern (Melanesian gift exchange) ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> how personhood is a malleable concept that is both implicated in, and created by, conceptions of individuality (tripartite views of people as constituted of a mind, body and spirit), or dividuality (persons as constituted from multiple essences and ="trms">social ="trms">relations, in="trms"nttrm="cluster,club">cluding the giving and receiving of gifts) ='lgc'>+ how gender is both studied and understood in the acts leading up to the performance of gift exchange
="lsts lst1">•Appadurai () ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> ‘things’ have ‘="trms">social lives'that can be studied in ="trms">relation to the ="trms">different spheres of use
="lsts lst1">•
='lgc'>}='lgc'>='lgc'>--> (our understanding of) the human capacity for unlimited modes of developing creative forms of exchange and economic ="trms">systems

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https://mapmagazine.co.uk/notes-contemporary-art-and-="trms">anthropology

operations of state="trms">craft='lgc'>:
="lsts lst1">•queuing in ="trms">social security offices
="lsts lst1">•filling in tax forms
="lsts lst1">•circulation and arrival of letters ="trms">demanding council tax payments
="lsts lst1">•census taking
="prgrph">-
='lgc'>}='lgc'>='lgc'>--> ="trms">social organization that seems so habitual (mundane and ordinary) ='lgc'>==> unreflexively experienced

state's ordinariness ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> irresistible enchantment ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> overwhelming power ='lgc'>='lgc'>~='lgc'>~> super="trms">natural trance-like experiences state seem to engender in populations ='lgc'>=/= state as a rational entity

='strcls'>*capita="trms"nttrm="listen,alist,ilist,llist,olist,ylist,ulist">list ="trms">market is a faith-based ="trms">system='strcls'>* ='lgc'><== concealed practices of divination and the ‘conjuring’ of value and capital from what in many cases are im="trms">material voids

unmasking of its practices (='lgc'>='lgc'>~= faith ='lgc'>+ skepticism) ='lgc'>==> state power

mutant forms of ="trms">technological self-subjugation

(Weber's) magic='lgc'>: coercive proceduralism ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> managerial practices that characterise biopolitics

='lgc'>[='strcls'>*='lgc'>]census taking='lgc'>: pre-determined ="trms">categories (like race, nationality, gender and political persuasion) are set out as objectively existing taxonomies (='lgc'>+ ‘="trms">data’ manually gathered from individuals to ‘fit’ those ="trms">categories) and thus summon ='lgc'>[a term with magical implications purposefully employed here='lgc'>] a population into being
="prgrph">-McClanahan

census ='lgc'>==> statistics='lgc'>: factish object='lgc'>: hybrid and unstable (possibly inaccurate) yet fetishised and faith-based ="trms">technologies that possess the ability to transform (the individual parts of ="trms">social and cultural groups into a sacred somatic whole ='lgc'>[='lgc'>~ people/nation='lgc'>])='lgc'>='lgc'>--> biopolitics
="prgrph">-can art succeed in transforming such a ‘whole’ into free and autonomous individual beings='qstn'>?

references to panopticon ="trms">society
(='qstn'>?which camera angles sug="trms">gest) ="trms">naturalization of sur="trms">veillance culture



='lgc'>[title='lgc'>]
='strcls'>*observational ="trms">aesthetic='strcls'>* ='lgc'><== convergences of contemporary art and ="trms">anthropology

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='lgc'>[="nms">ajayeb ='lgc'>='lgc'>-->='lgc'>] concept or theory ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> (a training in) absorption ='lgc'>+ attention ='lgc'>+ framing ='lgc'>=/= truth effect

='lgc'>[title='lgc'>]
Whatever Professor

='lgc'>[why ="nms">apass asked me to do their website's='lgc'>] indexing='lgc'>: (a shrewd and thoughtful creativity in) the first ="trms">interpretation of a content's body ='lgc'>=/= presuming a standard taxonomic form
='lgc'>==>
="lsts lst1">•surprises
="lsts lst1">•styles of critical thought generates power in twists of voice and ="trms">craft
="lsts lst1">•
allows one please to de="trms">monstrate the ="trms">wonder
“We ask our ="trms"nttrm="already,spread">readers to perform the jamb when ="trms">language overruns the mental breathing that ="trms"nttrm="already,spread">reading entails.” (Lepselter)
="lsts lst1">•or, nothing disappears ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> You breathe the air you're given. (“I felt ripples from a rape in the seventeenth century, behind a barn somewhere in Romania, where generations later my bitter grandmother disparaged her ="trms">children without knowing why.”)
="lsts lst1">•or, words sediment next to something laid low
="lsts lst1">•or, (index as in) to point sideways ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> shifter's only meaning is the object it happens to point to
="lsts lst1">•drawing figures, hooks, asterisks
="lsts lst1">•or, placing what's structural, ="trms">technical, ="trms">transferential, pulped, leaking, intense
='lgc'>{things='lgc'>: an ="trms">integrated thin layer to epitomize and abstract in new ways how people are hooked up with their ="trms">technologies; parsing and criss-crossing some of the built-in ="trms">categories and new needs of the people who are using it;='lgc'>}


things that do the ="trms"nttrm="already,spread">reading, editing, assembling

='strcls'>*every edit ='lgc'>==> (set off a cascade of='lgc'>:)
="lsts lst1">•word falls
="lsts lst1">•Rubik's Cubes
="lsts lst1">•="trms">tropes
="lsts lst1">•infrastructures
="lsts lst1">•genres
="lsts lst1">•rhymes
="lsts lst1">•off-rhymes
="lsts lst1">•tonal flips
="lsts lst1">•half-steps

='lgc'>[com="trms">positional ="trms"nttrm="listen,alist,ilist,llist,olist,ylist,ulist">listening='lgc'>]
one ="trms"nttrm="already,spread">reads aloud ='lgc'>+ the others ='strcls'>*="trms"nttrm="listen,alist,ilist,llist,olist,ylist,ulist">listening com="trms">positionally='strcls'>*

="large lg1" stl="font-size:127%"> ='at'>#="trms">writing exercise='lgc'>:
following out the impact of things (words, thoughts, people, objects, ideas, ="trms">worlds) in hundred-word units

theoretical reflections get ="trms">folded into the analytic, observational, and ="trms">transferential ways we move
(="ppl">="ppl">Stewart ='lgc'>+ ="ppl">Berlant)

="large lg6" stl="font-size:125%"> aftershocks of a shock you can't point out

(we shouldn't always ask) “where does the misery come from='qstn'>?”

designers ="trms">imagined a still life, not a life="trms">world where we show up to build things out

evaluative critique ='lgc'>=='qstn'>? (mental habit of) demagnetizing things (for the sake of clarity)

proliferation of little ="trms">worlds...

="trms">story='lgc'> = relay, weiterleiten, رله

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in fact i have never been working on ='thdf'>the notion of ="trms">nature, my topic of research, rather have been all along ="trms">zoology



score='lgc'>: creating disorder out of order
='at'>@="frds scrmbld">="frds scrmbld">Lilia



wry ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> wryly کج معوج شده

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paleonymy (use of a preexisting word in a new context) ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> we are stuck with old skeletons ="trms">neurotic words ='lgc'>[that are not mutating='lgc'>] (='thdf'>for example man, woman, ="trms">animal, black, etc.) ='lgc'>[='lgc'>=/= hope for mutation, random emergence, sudden ="trms">epistemic newness='lgc'>]
(="ppl">Avital='lgc'>:) ='strcls'>*="trms">language='lgc'> = the house of being='strcls'>*
(not to think emancipatory ='lgc'>='lgc'>-->) we live in ="trms">language, we are structured and destructed by ="trms">language
we can struggle, move, shift meanings, but never can erase or repress meanings
(="ppl">Freud showed) that if you think you can be oblivious with things and do away with things and have erasure without remanence, it will go in the state of latency (underground) just to blow up in your face later (the ‘return’ of the repressed has bal="trms"nttrm="listen,alist,ilist,llist,olist,ylist,ulist">listic velocities) ='lgc'>--="ppl">Derrida='lgc'>='lgc'>--> you have to work through with meaning and ="trms">language (otherwise the old meanings always come back, you are never ="trms">responsible enough with old meanings)

a word, becomes a thorn in our collective thigh
(what i am learning ='strcls'>*="trms"nttrm="righ,rigo,riga,rigi,trig,rign">rigor='strcls'>* from ="ppl">Avital > ="ppl">Derrida) something looks wrong, (instead of jumping on it and tagging it out,) first say why it is ="trms"nttrm="righ,rigo,riga,rigi,trig,rign">right, what necessitated and motivated it, why it had to be there='lgc'> = ="trms"nttrm="righ,rigo,riga,rigi,trig,rign">rigor='lgc'>: locate the problem zone ='lgc'>+ say why it had to be there (why it rhymes with what)

(mistake or glitch ='lgc'>=/=) error='lgc'>: an exemplary error that teaches you, that had to be made to get where you are going, you had to get into this zone (and as traumatic as it might be) it was neccesory and necessitated by the ="trms">system that was pushing you forward, it pushed you toward a place of error and blindness and forgetting

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practice of ='strcls'>*="trms">worldly thinking='strcls'>* with ="ppl">="ppl">Stewart
vivid ="trms">pragmatics
weird robust realism of deobjectified de="trms">literalized things ='lgc'>=/= ="nms">ajayeb
to cor="trms">respond with ='at'>#telegram media
constitutive differings

teenage='lgc'>: self-division between the move to surge out in a risky ="trms">worlding and the labor of return alone and weighted

festering ='lgc'>+ sheltering

“When everything else has gone from my brain—the President’s name, the state capitals, the neighborhoods where I lived, and then my own name and what it was on earth I sought, and then at length the faces of my friends, and finally the faces of my family—when all of this has dissolved, what will be left, I believe, is topology='lgc'>: the dreaming ="trms">memory of land as it lay this way and that.” Dillard > ="ppl">="ppl">Stewart

rock-solid otherness

sitting on the granite curb... ='lgc'>--="ppl">="ppl">Stewart='lgc'>='lgc'>--> sitting on a threshold of expressivity
(="ppl">="ppl">Stewart's) ="trms">intercorporeal ="trms">intermundane ="trms">world ='lgc'>=/= dull ="trms">naturalism

(dead ="trms">matter ='lgc'>=/=) the capacity to cor="trms">respond with a multiplicity of continuous ="trms">worldings that are both plastic and ="trms">dense ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> grounds us

indeterminate lines of force ripple across the ="trms">phenomena of a field ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> ="trms">materiality ='lgc'>==> ‘our thought='lgc'>: multidimensional ="trms">contingent overdetermined’

='strcls'>**we re="trms">member in ="trms">stories of accidents, sledding, and labors='strcls'>**


emerging in circulations (or)
resting in stone (or)
the facades of strip malls

com="trms">positional ="trms">writing='lgc'>: an as="trms">sociational register (of connections and ="trms">differences) that ="trms">worlds object-reals ='lgc'>[real='lgc'>: a tangle of elements thrown together in a radical com="trms">position='lgc'>]

="trms">social-="trms">material ="trms">world='lgc'> = com="trms">position='lgc'> = prismatic ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> for people who are='lgc'>:
="lsts lst1">•attuned to them (or)
="lsts lst1">•identified with them (or)
="lsts lst1">•hostile to their existence (or)
="lsts lst1">•tired of them (or)
="lsts lst1">•ex="trms">cited to see their outline on the horizon (or)
="lsts lst1">•sharply ex="trms"nttrm="cluster,club">cluded from them (or)
="lsts lst1">•

the way ="ppl">Attar (in the labor of a ="trms">worlding) ="trms">write in Tazkirat al-Awliya ='lgc'>: describing a saint's biograpphy, is a ="trms">world, is a com="trms">positional node
="trms">matter-form ="trms">worlding landscape and event ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> the saint is is sent into a spin
a perspectival ="trms">agency ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> things jump into ="trms">relation ='lgc'>+ unglued
Tazkirat al-Awliya='lgc'>: energies distribute across a field of subjects-objects-bodies-="trms">trajectories-="trms">affects

accrual and loss

...realm of killed off things

perception, context and cause
located nowhere in particular (or)
in some ="trms">paranoid hyper-place

under what spell did things happen or half-happen or start to happen and fail='qstn'>?

="ppl">="ppl">Stewart='lgc'>: theory (drawn through ="trms">writing)='lgc'> = com="trms">positional attunement

="trms">difference and repetition (='lgc'>+ potentiality and loss) ='lgc'>==> reals

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knowl="trms"nttrm="knowledge,Knowledge">edge='lgc'>: view from nowhere ="trms">onto the ="trms">world ='lgc'>=/= knowing='lgc'>: participation in ongoing ="trms">mutually constitutive processes in the ="trms">world

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رواقى
stoicism='lgc'>: “detachment ='lgc'>==> clear thinking”
psychological independence ='lgc'><== ='strcls'>*stoicism='strcls'>* (='lgc'><='lgc'>~='lgc'>~)='lgc'>='lgc'>--> ="trms">causality ='lgc'>=/= ="trms">anxiety

philosophy shows many ‘theories about ="trms">causality='lgc'> = ways to reduce ="trms">anxiety’ ='lgc'>--="ppl">="ppl">Despret='lgc'>='lgc'>--> our experience sometimes require us ='strcls'>*to go farther than the ="trms">instrumental (="trms">causal)='strcls'>* and to discover a place where disorder may be reestablished in the movement and contra="trms">diction

='strcls'>*anecdotic ="trms">causality='strcls'>*
(='lgc'>[in ="nms">apass we constantly do='lgc'>] the practice of using) ='lgc'>[='strcls'>*='lgc'>]anecdote='lgc'>: expressive ="trms">causalities='strcls'>*
anecdote='lgc'>: the ="trms">intersection between the artist (patient) and feedback (therapist) ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> circular ="trms">causality ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> (helps the feedbacker or therapist) ='strcls'>*to understand and create another way of thinking about disorder and confusion='strcls'>*

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stoic distinction='lgc'>: event which are dependent on one's ='strcls'>*will='strcls'>* ='lgc'>=/= events which are in the realm of one's ='strcls'>*desires='strcls'>* (one which one has no control)
='lgc'>='lgc'>--> closely related to the (Seligman's) ='strcls'>*="trms">causal attribution='lgc'>: a theory of ="trms">contingent ="trms">causality ="trms">affecting the subject in her or his ="trms">interpretation='strcls'>*

="lsts lst1">•نسبت دادن attr[...]