[...]e wicked little sorcery ='at'>@קݙ
="lsts lst1">•='lgc'>])
="prgrph">-
="prgrph">-an attunement that takes form
="prgrph">-a milieu in which the mouth relaxes into a town accent (نواحی='qstn'>?)
="prgrph">-a disorientation in the face of what lies beyond (="frds scrmbld">Janina)
="prgrph">-a ="trms">love affair with light and color (="frds scrmbld">Foad)
="prgrph">-uncurtained windows (my mother)
="prgrph">-
="prgrph">-
='lgc'>='lgc'>-->='lgc'>{
="lsts lst1">•one recognizable entity with qualities
="lsts lst1">•lived modalities
="lsts lst1">•a ="trms">history of its ="trms">social production and uses
 ='lgc'>{elements, s="trms">cenes, encounters, ='lgc'>}='lgc'>--they='lgc'>='lgc'>-->='lgc'>{sediment, accrue, circulate, un="trms">fold, go flat, ='lgc'>}='lgc'>='lgc'>-->='lgc'>{saturate a ="trms">situation, fly under radar, pull into alignment, fall out of ="trms">sync, ='lgc'>}='lgc'>='lgc'>--> “a regional ="trms">aesthetic har="trms">dens into iconic s="trms">cenes of living”


calling to eachother in an intimacy of ="trms">jokes about the things that can happen in their ="trms">world

voice='lgc'>:
="lsts lst1">•the tone
="lsts lst1">•the timing
="lsts lst1">•the accent
="lsts lst1">•the phrasing
="lsts lst1">•the level of force
="lsts lst1">•the purposefulness of the way that voice lives in light, with trees, in the potentiality of a ="trms">laugh
="lsts lst1">•

consistency of a ="trms">laugh or an ="trms"nttrm="knowledge,Knowledge">edge

="large lg2" stl="font-size:112%"> ='strcls'>***when the muteness of things ="trms"nttrm="metaph,metamorph,metabol,metal">meta="trms">morphoses into an ="trms">aesthetic ="trms">phenomenon='strcls'>*** ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> singularities in="trms">cite it

(an actual physical shadow of a state of being)
sing of something amiss='lgc'>:
="lsts lst1">•depression
="lsts lst1">•withdrawal
="lsts lst1">•in="trms">difference
="lsts lst1">•dysfunction


(my mother in ="nms">Tehran='lgc'>:) a curtained house reduce the ="trms">gestural economy of seeing and being seen to an oc="trms"nttrm="cluster,club">cluded vision in which objects are dark, shadowy outlines with black cores, like a ="trms">world seen through a ripe cataract آب مروارید ='lgc'>='lgc'>-->(the house video project i did ‘city of domes’ 2008 http://www.sinaseifee.com/Cathedral.html was actually about that kind of attunement in my mother's house. i was committed to the description of ="trms">interiority; my allegiance was inward. watchful consciousness in which one witnesses the procession of inner events of light perception ='lgc'><== a sense of lack. sensous grounding of the inner life)
window='lgc'>: a ="trms">method of ="trms">worlding in itself, a node of lines of ="trms">sociality and mood
curtained house ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> sign of something amiss (depression, withdrawal, in="trms">difference, dysfunction) but “the actual physical shadow of a state of being that broke the circuit of a ='strcls'>*="trms">gestural economy of seeing and being seen='strcls'>*”
in the maner of my mother='lgc'>: you don't warm up to str="trms"nttrm="danger,stranger">anger, you know who you are talking to, you watch what is going on, you help those in the circle
(="ppl">="ppl">Stewart describing how in her town) lamps were strongly favored over overhead lighting, lending texture and ="trms">specifity to the s="trms">cenes
a pause at a window ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> to check in with the un="trms">folding and pleating of a ="trms">world pulled in and out through the glass ='lgc'><='lgc'>-- this is not just a practice of looking but a mood='strcls'>*, ruminative or touched, for good or bad
="lsts lst1">•impulse to venture into a place that pulls watchful bodies out of windows


d="trms"nttrm="danger,stranger">anger
hassle
inordinate distance


='at'>#on getting lost with ="frds scrmbld">Janina='lgc'>: “this is an adventure and I am not alone.” (="trms">anxious ='lgc'>+ hervorheben رهسپار شدن)
(with ="frds scrmbld">Janina ='heart'>♥ we experienced) disorientation, displacement, and the experience of getting lost (are foundational sensory modes of living out regionality)
='strcls'>*="trms">wondering out='lgc'>: palpably unpre="trms">dictable and seductive; a ="trms">specific disorientation
="lsts lst1">•half-deliberate exercise of getting yourself lost
="lsts lst1">•direct link between intention and effect
='strcls'>* dragging ="trms">agency into a منشور prismatic ="trms">affective structure ='strcls'>* ='lgc'>[prismatic='lgc'>: flickering, gathered into lines, angles of light or motion to attune to, ='lgc'>=/= simply ="trms">present and knowable='lgc'>]
="lsts lst1">•lost in a loop
='strcls'>*run='lgc'>: fueld by (performed) ="trms">anxiety, our trip was peppered with moments of disorientation
="prgrph">-the enactment of disorientation poised on the ="trms"nttrm="knowledge,Knowledge">edge of the accidental
="prgrph">-with ="frds scrmbld">Janina somehow we found ourselves in an exercise of orientation/disorientation as it is attaching me to place, ="trms">childhood, some buttom line humanity (called Ungeschicktheit) that depends on giving up competence='strcls'>*** (and often finding oursevels orienting with that rainbow caterpillar disoriented on your forehand)
='lgc'>='lgc'>---our shared ‘should-have-been-obvious'es with ="frds scrmbld">Janina
='lgc'>='lgc'>---="frds scrmbld">Janina's misshapen forces='strcls'>*** ='lgc'>--somehow='lgc'>='lgc'>--> reach a plane of expressivity (for me='lgc'>--because i ="trms">love her='qstn'>?)
='lgc'>='lgc'>---the event, its ="trms">affective structure, is familiar from ="trms">childhood and strangely satisfying, like a loop i had to make, ='strcls'>*an emotive-="trms">agentive place i had to check in with='strcls'>* ='lgc'>--='qstn'>?='lgc'>='lgc'>--> ="frds scrmbld">Janina ='lgc'>+ ="frds">Sina forms of belonging
(sometimes that place is a fully-invested connection and weighted, like home)
='strcls'>***forms of belonging='lgc'>: tactile ='lgc'>+ full of force ='lgc'>+ tentative ='lgc'>+ risky /='lgc'>--='lgc'>{"='lgc'>+” ='lgc'>: are, and, yet='lgc'>}
='lgc'>='lgc'>--> an ="trms">ecology of paths that ="trms">matter by means of the things that happen in a ="trms">present in which we are ='strcls'>*lost yet attuned='strcls'>*

='lgc'>='lgc'>--> all the ways that people and things venture out into reals ='lgc'>[my mother, ="frds">Sina, ="frds scrmbld">Janina, ...='lgc'>]


='lgc'>[='strcls'>*='lgc'>]town='lgc'>: currents of ="trms">difference, affiliation, ="trms">history, ordinary dullness and comforts, characters and their ="trms">stories

="large lg1" stl="font-size:147%">
psyching out ethnicity


(my old attunement='lgc'>:) the fear of cockroaches

the miracle mile of computer ="trms">technology

the elitism of the ="trms">historical ="trms">societies

localness nests in='lgc'>:
="lsts lst1">•tastes
="lsts lst1">•bodies
="lsts lst1">•neigborhoods
="lsts lst1">•a valley
="lsts lst1">•a state
="lsts lst1">•a geographical region


“in each s="trms">cene of the production of ="trms">history there are events that are storied or otherwise pulled into play” (="ppl">="ppl">Stewart)

="ppl">="ppl">Stewart on salem witch trials
the accusations spiraled through families, catching people up like magnetic strips
“wicked little sorceries” ='lgc'>='lgc'>-->='lgc'>{jumpy moments that suddenly lay the charge of a half-known intensity ="trms">onto ordinary people and roads, regionality becomes a wicked little sorcery. a vortex that pulls possible forms into life into a moment's alignment='lgc'>}, ='lgc'>{the adjective ‘wicked’ marking ='strcls'>*="trms">excess='strcls'>* of all kinds='lgc'>}
astrology
fortune-telling
='strcls'>*an attunement to specters='strcls'>*
="prgrph">-a farmer admitted getting into ‘the snare of the devil’ because he had a large family and ‘the ="trms">world went hard with him.’


robustness in cold weather


='lgc'>[title='lgc'>]
making of ="trms"nttrm="knowledge,Knowledge">edges and s="trms">cenes in ="nms">ajayeb

character or texture of an ="trms"nttrm="knowledge,Knowledge">edge

(="nms">ajayeb is made of elements that were) a thing sensed with certainty (yet made up of a shifting, edgy com="trms">posite)
='lgc'>[a sentient shadow called jinn, God, darkness of a pit, a cycle, etc.='lgc'>]
='lgc'>--or='lgc'>='lgc'>--> made scenic ='strcls'>*as a site of a ="trms">world's potential='strcls'>* (= ="nms">ajayeb)
='lgc'>--the s="trms">cene of a thing's demise

an edgy irruptive event

rules and ="trms"nttrm="knowledge,Knowledge">edges are OK when separate, but together, a bad combination

(="frds scrmbld">Karin ='lgc'>+ ="frds">Sina ='lgc'>+ ="frds scrmbld">Hanno) we were humans together

='lgc'>--we adjust ourselves to the done deal that things happen='lgc'>--

="large lg3" stl="font-size:112%"> (we find ourselve being) “from here” in a ="trms">world made intimate through forgiveness, denial, detachment flowing in after a surge of something bad='lgc'>--a close call ='lgc'>[="ppl">="ppl">Stewart='lgc'>]


='strcls'>*what are ="nms">ajayeb's turns (and turn backs) to the in="trms">articulate real='qstn'>?


="large lg4" stl="font-size:110%"> ="trms">hallucinogenically down-to-earth (="frds scrmbld">Aela)


what are ="nms">ajayeb's state of emergent expressivity ='lgc'>[today='lgc'>]='qstn'>? (that tries to guess and describe ‘what is happening’) ='strcls'>**** things that happen are in="trms">citements to form ='strcls'>****
='lgc'>='lgc'>--> intensities become expressive ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> an خونسرد impassive corporeality ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> intensities pass from body to body ='lgc'>--='lgc'>{
="lsts lst1">•human bodies
="lsts lst1">•="trms">animal bodies
="lsts lst1">•machine bodies
="lsts lst1">•bodies of thought
="lsts lst1">•eco="trms">systems
="lsts lst1">•="trms">visceralities and noumena ='lgc'>[a thing in itself, as distinguished from a ="trms">phenomenon='lgc'>] sp="trms"nttrm="already,spread">read out across a vast atmospheric field

sediments of ="nms">ajayeb='lgc'>:
="lsts lst1">•obvious
="lsts lst1">•much remarked
="lsts lst1">•cryptic ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> favored
="lsts lst1">•="trms">situationally precise

how ="nms">ajayeb is an improvisatory conceptuality='qstn'>?
does ="nms">ajayeb-="trms">writing takes place in singularity='qstn'>? (because every ="trms">worlding is singular and precise ='lgc'>==> the pleasure of its recognition)

="large lg5" stl="font-size:127%"> ='at'>#my project in ="nms">apass has been a practice of ="trms">writing that is an experiment in attuning to ="nms">ajayeb's tune

="nms">ajayeb reports of='lgc'>:
="lsts lst1">•="trms">affect that has become native='strcls'>***, attaching to bodies and ="trms">socialities, to an ethos='strcls'>***

with ="nms">ajayeb (with ="ppl">="ppl">Stewart) i am learning='lgc'>:
="lsts lst1">•to approach the tactile com="trms">positionality of things
="lsts lst1">•de-dramatization of academic thought
="lsts lst1">•to approach the thing that throws itself together ='strcls'>*slowly and enigmatically='strcls'>*='lgc'>='lgc'>--> ='at'>#andakhtan, andaze
="lsts lst1">•a descriptive detour (with ="ppl">="ppl">Latour)
="lsts lst1">•a lyrical evocation (with ="ppl">="ppl">Stewart[...]