[...]ails that establishes a direct contact

='qstn'>?in our group who
="lsts lst1">•gazes
="lsts lst1">•="trms">imagines
="lsts lst1">•senses
="lsts lst1">•takes on
="lsts lst1">•performs
="lsts lst1">•asserts (not a flat and finished truth)
="lsts lst1">•is in a hot persuit of something de="trms">finitive ='at'>@="frds scrmbld">Lili
="lsts lst1">•a point of contract ='at'>@="frds scrmbld">Esta
="lsts lst1">•

watching and waiting for an event to un="trms">fold
the still life that gives a pause ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> the ="trms">story of many of us

="large lg2" stl="font-size:112%"> ______________


“every achieved ="trms">poem inscribes a perceptual sig="trms">nature in the ="trms">world” (="ppl">="ppl">Stewart > ="ppl">Doty)

="trms">poems have to be achieved (in the ="trms">social-="trms">material ="trms">world)
(achieved ='lgc'>=/= archived)

='lgc'>[='strcls'>*='lgc'>]="trms">poem='lgc'>:
="lsts lst1">•etching ='strcls'>*lines of action='strcls'>* and mood across the sensations
="lsts lst1">•com="trms">positions at work


my ="nms">ajayeb's
="lsts lst1">•objects of analysis='lgc'>: “com="trms">positional elements of thrown together ="trms">worlds”
="lsts lst1">•objects of critique='lgc'>: “as="trms">sociative account of the modification and reciprocity of bodies and actions, environs, senses, rhythms, tones, and proprioceptions"='lgc'>[='lgc'>: sense of the ="trms">position of parts of the body, relative to other neighbouring parts of the body='lgc'>]
="lsts lst1">•objects of ="trms">database='lgc'>: “are soicialy, ="trms">poetically, ="trms">materially com="trms">positional”


the ="trms">social, the subject, ="trms">matter and event are comprised of='lgc'>:
="lsts lst1">•="trms">affects
="lsts lst1">•potentialities
="lsts lst1">•energetics
="lsts lst1">•attunements
="lsts lst1">•orientations
="lsts lst1">•disorientations
="lsts lst1">•atmospheres
='lgc'>=/= finished actualities='strcls'>*


="nms">ajayeb is com="trms">positional, that means something reaches a point of expressivity, something throws itself together as ="trms">matter al="trms"nttrm="already,spread">ready configured yet enigmatic and provocative
(="ppl">="ppl">Stewart helping me talk ="nms">ajayeb)

(am i working to) bridge between more com="trms">positions (='qstn'>?)


“watching a spider negotiate its unlikely territory”


(useless concentration)


="frds scrmbld">Foad, ="frds">Sina, we were a slipstream of sensations made of all the ways that ="trms">world impressed itself upon us


='lgc'>[='strcls'>*='lgc'>]="trms">world='lgc'>: a partial stabilization of practices, capacities, tendencies and affordances in the form of a recursive patterning (Anderson ='lgc'>+ Harrison > ="ppl">="ppl">Stewart)
="lsts lst1">•mixed-media com="trms">positions of ="trms">matter and thought-feeling
="lsts lst1">•the ="trms">world of ="nms">ajayeb magnetizes ="trms">materialities and forms of alertness for me to what's singular and prolific. i am circling through a ="trms">heritage of (="nms">iranian) romanticism and ="trms">pragmatism to arrive (with ="ppl">="ppl">Stewart) at “the precision of a ="trms">worldly com="trms">position's ="trms">mattering forms”
="lsts lst2">◦='strcls'>*="trms">worlding='lgc'>: happens as ="trms">matter ="trms">poems ="trms">composed of sensations, motion, bodies, and objects (='lgc'>--='at'>@="frds scrmbld">Luisa)
="lsts lst1">•an attachment to the forms and forces of emergence and concrescence itself ='lgc'>[...='lgc'>] in the actuality of this and that

learning from my mother by moving in the manner of her

we become ='strcls'>*sentient='strcls'>* in making massages that courses in-between self and ="trms">world

='lgc'>[='strcls'>*='lgc'>]="trms">pragmatist (thought)='lgc'>: a moment like the front ="trms"nttrm="knowledge,Knowledge">edge of an advancing wave crest always becoming more than itself

='lgc'>[='strcls'>*='lgc'>]="trms">writing='lgc'>: an experiment that can register years of living out the thing that is just then froming up the ="trms">world as “...”


="trms">love folters and blows


="frds scrmbld">Janina, teaching me, being in ="trms">love with the surface of the ="trms">world

='at'>@="frds scrmbld">Elen, she shouts='lgc'>: drive! and see what happens to your senses.


Taussig's “I Swear I saw This” is the stuff of ="nms">ajayeb. he wrote a ="trms">book about a drawing he made in his note="trms">book when he saw what might have been a woman leaning over what looked like a man lying down at the enterence to a freeway tunnel in Medellin in 2006 ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> ="nms">ajayeb is also about ="trms">writing about what ‘might’ be or have been.

='strcls'>**a mediation on ="trms">writing and drawing in a horrible ="trms">world='strcls'>**

='at'>#my drawings in my note="trms">book/papers in our ="nms">apass meetings
="prgrph">-a hand that draws a scence also draws itself into its corporality, conjuring it in the manner of
="prgrph">-a line records as for what it leads the doodler to see
="prgrph">-“a autobiographical record of a discovery of an event” ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> a trace and suspension of a wobbly emergence of alertness (to what my friend might have said) ='lgc'>-='lgc'>='lgc'>--> these are lived abstractions


possible paradigms for the convergence of emergence='lgc'>:
="lsts lst1">•af="trms">finity ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> ="frds scrmbld"nttrm="Leonardo">Leo
="lsts lst1">•complexity ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> ="frds scrmbld">Eszter
="lsts lst1">•(auto)="trms">poiesis ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> ="frds scrmbld">Hoda
="lsts lst1">•perception as action ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> ="frds scrmbld">Elen
="lsts lst1">•speculative realism ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> ="frds scrmbld">Zoumana
="lsts lst1">•radical virtualization ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> ="frds scrmbld">Aela
='lgc'>='lgc'>--> we are all somehow busy (in ="nms">apass) with reorienting to the creativity of thought-action crossings


life is germinaly جرثومه‌ای ="trms">aesthetic, and the ="trms">aesthetic anywhere is al="trms"nttrm="already,spread">ready political='strcls'>* ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> ="ppl">="ppl">Kenney

='lgc'>[title='lgc'>]
="nms">ajayeb's ="trms">stories of ="trms">natural and dreamed up things
the im="trms">material ="trms">matterings of supra-personal ="trms">imaginal real of ="nms">ajayeb forms


(="trms">different names for the same thing='lgc'>:)
="lsts lst1">•forms of emergent in the conduct of life (="ppl">Nietzsche, ="ppl">="ppl">Foucault attending to the intimate ="trms">relations between knowl="trms"nttrm="knowledge,Knowledge">edge and power)
="lsts lst1">•="trms">worlding, the mirror play of ="trms">materiality and its ="trms">poetic com="trms">position (="ppl">Heidegger)
="lsts lst1">•planes of expressivity reaching a point of recognition or force (="ppl">Deleuze and ="ppl">Guattari)
="lsts lst1">•the shimmer (="ppl">Barthes)
="lsts lst1">•rhythm in itself (Lefebvre)
="lsts lst1">•structures of feeling into political theory (Raymond Williams)
="lsts lst1">•forms emergent in the conduct of life are im="trms">material ="trms">matterings ='lgc'>='lgc'>--> ='strcls'>*the contact ="trms">aesthetics='strcls'>* of ="trms">natural and dreamed up things throwing themselves together (="ppl">="ppl">Stewart)


="nms">ajayeb is a ="trms">literally unblievable image, a ="trms">sociality, a muscle, a ="trms">world thrown together in a sensory refrain witnessed by a ="trms">present subject; collective dreamed up ="trms">nature and ="trms">historical ="trms">presents ripe with rhythms and speeds, with streams of ="trms">matter and thought; ="nms">ajayeb is a capacious assemblage

="nms">ajayeb ="trms">stories are='lgc'>:
="lsts lst1">•="trms">material-sensory arc of ="trms">history
="lsts lst1">•series of absent/="trms">present (moments) sensed through forms and events


lostness or reslessness of drifters

fantasies of potential “home”

(a plce of) abjection of state neglect ='lgc'>==> production of future


(="ppl">="ppl">Stewart's) the middle-class mobile citizenship and the proper ="trms">traveling subject


="frds scrmbld">Janina's “i don't know” s
a ="trms">material ="trms">semiosis of choices


what are ="nms">ajayeb promises='qstn'>?
wtinessings, encounters, timeouts, fantasy, distraction,


a 19th century elite tradition of secular pilgrimage to the sacred

pursuit of see-it-yourselfness

a ="trms">spectacular form of amnesia ='strcls'>*


(the joints of my pop-up ="trms">book) spin around fantastic axes


="ppl">="ppl">Stewart='lgc'>: “the state of public transportation in the U.S. is an event in the ="trms">worlding of bodies in motion”
="prgrph">-a landscape abuzz with connectivity

="large lg3" stl="font-size:111%">
shape-shifter jumping between com="trms">position and concrete


my ="nms">apass project='lgc'>:
(sharing with you) the pleasure of recognizing a described ="trms">world (in ="nms">ajayeb)='strcls'>***
(i can sense the ="nms">ajayeb's) pleasure in describing the ="trms">animacy of forms
="prgrph">-describing a ="trms">world is the pleasure of sensing the incipiency of ='strcls'>*form in ="trms">matter='strcls'>* and fantasy and the effort to draw the lines of form's traces. still palpable even it only ="trms">imagined (="ppl">="ppl">Stewart ='strcls'>***)

="large lg4" stl="font-size:110%"> (="nms">ajayeb's) heady business of making sense out of what happens
="prgrph">-to venture out in the manner of
="prgrph">-="nms">ajayeb sings an auto="trms">poetic refrain scoring and un="trms">folding
="prgrph">-="trms">gesturing into form, a magnet burdened with impressions

textures give way to qualities of form


='strcls'>*before the blizzard='lgc'>: the sea ="trms">monster

______________

="large lg5" stl="font-size:120%">
Xh1IgPomwW8 ="ppl">="ppl">Stewart's experiments coming at the ="trms">phenomena of ="trms">worlding through a series of angles organized prismatically='lgc'>:
="lsts lst1">•precision
="lsts lst1">•atmosphere
="lsts lst1">•attunement
="lsts lst1">•refrain ترجیع‌بند (="trms">poetic fixed form)

='lgc'>='lgc'>--> the tune on which people and things venture out
='lgc'>='lgc'>--> a kind of mapping infrastructure
='lgc'>='lgc'>--> lines and distributed biography


='lgc'>[pop-up ="trms">book='lgc'>]
='at'>#description='lgc'>: (="trms">world is like a) pop-up map of possibilities ='lgc'>[='lgc'>=/= map hylo="trms">morphically ="trms">onto meaning='lgc'>]='lgc'>:
="lsts lst1">•(con="trms">densed) points of precision
="lsts lst1">•fundamentally divergent ="trms">nature of things that happen ='lgc'>--prompting='lgc'>='lgc'>-->
="lsts lst1">•the mode of ="trms">social ="trms">poiesis
="lsts lst1">•a path into continuous variation of ="trms">matter and form, word and ="trms">world
="lsts lst1">•(pop-up ="trms">book made of) mobile and immobile flickering
="lsts lst1">•a thing that can be physical if the eye is quick enough
="lsts lst1">•a crystalline image of the deforming of a form
="lsts lst1">•bending itself (myself='qstn'>?) in ref[...]